I've learnt that a couple should never always just go thru their daily routines of asking the routined question like have you eaten how are you how's your day. Because this will lead to distancing because we care less about each other's lives. We need to learn to speak up to one another and voice out so the other party knows what's going on in the complicated mind. Learn to make the effort to ask what's going on deep down.

The past few days have been very tiring on me and my broken heart. But it has also been truly thoughtful. I can say I've learnt a lot just by the beautiful heart 2 hearts I have with baby every night. Just thinking through if we had more of such talks, maybe we could've had a better relationship? I love times when he opens up to me.. It's pretty rare sometimes. I'm praying today to be the last of my emotional ride. 

Thank you dylan for loving me. I can't imagine my life without you. I always believe you want the best for me even if it means you have to suffer. (which I won't allow cuz I don't want you to suffer too) Thank god I'm outta the negative phase of my relationship yet again. I hope it stays this way. I'm cherishing every blissful moment right now because it's the most precious thing on earth. 

Thank you for coming into my life!!!!!! I love my boyfriend so muchz <3

Withdrawal symptoms

Sigh

Sex and the city the movie made me thought through so many things. I'm sti so young.. :'( Why am I living so miserably? Why do I live for others? Can I have someone that's my brother that's so thoughtful?! Oh my god I'm so envious it's crazy... The things he do... Are the things I wish my guy would do for me. Hmmmm