Tuesday, September 19, 2017

Empty conversations.

I'm so okay with talking about sex. But I don't feel you earn your comfort with me at all. All you care about is getting laid. Coming back to Singapore to get laid. Pointless sex is nothing to me. Asking me for nudes or teasers like any random guy would makes you no different from them. & I thought you were supposed to be someone more special than that. A special person would make me feel special instead of making me feel he's so desperate for only sex. What's the point of you not watching porn if your mind is still just full of it and only it? Makes no different for me either. 

How am i supposed to miss someone who doesn't make me feel like there's something to miss? Am i supposed to only miss the sex since that's the only thing we talk about? 

Feeling distant and sleeping with a heavy heart. 

Thursday, September 14, 2017

Just had the most dreadful talk with my schoolmates. I can't imagine this. If it was so hard to talk about this to them, I cannot imagine my closer friends.