These are screenshots of our convo we had almost everyday one year ago. It’s so sad that I could remember every single bit of detail that happened last year no matter how hard I try to forget about it. I guess distraction made time passed faster. But suddenly now that he’s out spending time with his friends, I’m left alone with my thoughts again. Plus the past week or 2, it has been really distant even though we see each other almost everyday. Maybe that’s why I feel quite neglected and left alone.

Hopefully we can have a good alone day tomorrow.. I really need some bonding time.. Kinda losing touch with it.. It was probably the post before this that I said something about wanting to kiss him passionately and all that.. But when I see him, I feel like we’re so far apart that it doesn’t seem like it’s right to do it? I don’t know what I’m feeling but I know I don’t like what I’m feeling. I just wanna really laugh at stupid things together and feel closer. I’m not feeling it.

Major sad face.