I always think about bad shit and then posting bad shit over here but right now at this current moment, I wanna make this as an appreciation post to my one and only boyfriend. I believe at the end of the day, regardless whatever kind of fights we have, we still fight for each other and love each other. I’m really so thankful for that. No amount of words really can explain how I feel.

Yesterday night a huge wave of past memories came back. I have so much difficulties sleeping on top of missing his presence next to me. This morning I woke up, I felt like he was so far and I hated that feeling. I know it must have been just me seeing him everyday and suddenly he’s not there. For the first time, this was a good feeling. I feel like everytime when we meet up for too long, we may get too sick of each other. Nowadays it doesn’t feel like that. Although we definitely still have very horrible arguments every now and then but it’s not an everyday issue. We both have our own flaws and I’m really happy we both are aware of it and are willing to work it out to make it better for the both of us...

We’ve came such a fucking long way.... This journey I do feel like some memories needs to be erased but I guess with time, those memories would not be as loud as now. It would be covered by memories that are more lovely and happier. Thank you baby for choosing me everyday. Thank you baby for making the smallest effort everyday. I’m glad you chose love, I’m glad you chose me and I’m glad we’re where we are. Every call you make to me shows me a lot from you. I hope you do know that I appreciate everything. I’m happy and I’m happy that we don’t so easily give up on each other. I miss you a lot already even though we just said goodnight. Maybe it’s one of my emotional days and maybe I will get better through the week, but I really wanna take this opportunity to tell you that you’re the world to me. I love you so fucking much baby.. ❤️