I'm so tired. & I don't even know what to feel anymore. I can't believe though. I actually said it out. I said "Spend time with me". After almost an entire day of me doing my work and just basically being by myself, while he plays his game with his friends. Its now 1.45am. I laid on bed, hoping that he'd give me some time to ourselves. He didnt. He said to me "Later I need to play game." I even repeated 2-3 times, like huh? He dared to repeat whatever the fuck he said. Alright. Continue neglecting me. Honestly though, it feels like I am here alone. There's just background noise thats all. As sad as it sounds, it is true.