I’m so stressed over life. I’m so stressed over myself and just everything. I’m so scared of my future. I don’t know how to live with so much uncertainties... I just feel scared. I want to have kids when I’m young. I don’t want to have kids when I reach 30 over and have such a hard time recovering from pregnancy.... 😭😭😭 By then what if I become ugly as hell fat as hell and he doesn’t love me anymore 😭 i’m so stressed out by all these things that I just don’t feel fit to even have a family. I don’t even know when I’ll ever be ready... I am scared.