Annoyance

So the 6 of us went back to Tan Tock Seng Hospital, Tuberculosis Center to check if we were infected with any TB germs. Ok, so i was the only one with a 1cm bump and had to do X-ray to check more thoroughly. Total waste of time i swear. Cuz when the results were out, i had no germs in me but because my results was positive, i was given an option to whether i should be on a 9-mth medication. Doctor said if i dont take, i have a 40% chance of getting infected when i get older. WTF so do i look like i have any choice? Joke.

Had our lunch at 2pm, KFC. Oh god fattening to the max. I only ate pop corn chicken snackers. So full so bloated i could hardly move around. Headed to Orchard after that. Went to Far East Plaza, walked afew rounds and we were outta there in no time. Gosh Far East Plaza is one of the most boring places in Orchard. I dont like that place. Went to H&M. The clothes there werent that much of my style except for some of the winter clothings there. Really wished Singapore had some cold seasons... I'm not even asking for Winter season man. I just want temperatures like 17-20degrees. I'll be happy enough in all honesty.

Too bored in Orchard, and we were all tired from walking and standing the whole day, hence we decided to head home. Yup so that was pretty much my day.

Personal: I put others before me. I dont see what's so wrong about that. I dont think i should get lectured because of this. Putting myself first equals to thinking that everyone lives to accommodate you. Excuse me? I know sometimes even though I think about them first, they dont do the same. Seriously i wont lose an arm for doing such things. They dont have to know what I do. I dont care if they are not appreciative or whatever fuck. Even if i care, i cant fucking change myself. It's just me. I just wanna think about them first before me. Either accept me or fuck off. I get angry easily. I don't know how to show my love for people. I dont know how to show the loving side of me. I JUST DONT KNOW.  So seriously,  whats wrong. JUST LIVE LA. Oh my god man. If anyone of you thinks i'm a real meanie, a person who has a freaking angsty personality and is not a nice person, then just go away la. K. I'm done.