Looking at me, you can obviously tell how strong the wind was!
Hi guyz. I feel so automatic nowadays, like someone set some robotic stuff in me. My mood swings to easily at night. I can be so happy, so cheerful in the afternoon. Once the night arrives, i become so lonely, so depressed, so sad.
Why isnt the person i wish was here, here?
So I met up with Jai again today. Our point was to search for jobs. I guess we were too timid to ask or our expectations were too high. K i mean IIIII am too timid. Mission failed. So we headed to my house and went online to search for jobs. TO. NO. AVAIL.... until i saw this f&b job that was at changi. However, the information they provided was too little... Decided to call em up. Initially had a interview tomorrow. But Jai checked up the restaurant and realised it was halal so obviously i wouldnt want the job. So till now, i'm still jobless. Ha-ha-ha. I think i should just stay jobless la. I mean what am i expecting? Office job? Money drop from the sky? I dont know.
I feel so distant from my parents these days. I hate myself for being so bad at showing emotions. Not only to my family; to my friends, the people i love too. Why? I don't know.......!!!! T_T
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