Deep in my heart,

Hiiiiiii. So i went out with Fion yesterday(26th Dec). Hmmmm bought a pullover from f21 and 2 crops from Far east. There was nothing to do at town really.. I think it has become one of da most boring places because i've been there too many times... Plus Singapore's so small, singaporeans got no choice but to go there sometimes -_- Didnt catch up that much because i was probably too tired to even talk. That night(25th Dec) i slept at like what?! 5plus in da morning???? God something's so screwed in my body clock man, no joke. She's so sweet though, she made a christmas card for me ToT

I don't think i've done a post on my Christmas day. Cuz it wasn't Christmas to me at all, seriously. 1st i've got no presents. Why did my parents have to keep asking how many presents i received?! Make me feel so despondent.. I've only got Jai's card to stare at that day, seriously. 2ndly, i spent half of my christmas day sleeping, the other quarter half watching Khuntoria, and the other quarter half eating chicken rice @ Thomson. 3rdly, someone attempted to make me jealous by telling me what freaking 18 year old girl at his church has been like flirting with him. Oh my god that trick is so old school. Plus! why would i get jealous???? Can't find any reason to be really. Lastly! I slept at 5am. I don't know if i'm too innocent or what. When i hear 'news' or 'gossip' that is supposedly overly shocking, i get like long shock periods but people dont, and that makes me wonder which generation am i stuck at man... -_- Well, texted Geraldine that whole night. Hence i slept at 5am. Our longest chat sessions. Felt good. It's been so long since i've talked to anyone like this honestly.  

Well well well. I only know Christmas this year is just another dayto me and i've recieve 2 sincere presents. 1 from Jai and the other from Fion ha.... I feel really very bad for not doing anything but Fion, if you're reading this post, there's a dedication below.

Hey Fion,

Merry Christmas!!~ I know we hardly ever meet because of our schedules and stuff like that. But seriously you're the only friend that i've known for more than a decade and is still closely contacted with. All those childhood memories spent at your house... Everytime after childcare when my parents aren't free to fetch me home, i'll always be left at your house and we'll play till the sky becomes dark. (Wow thinking back we really have alot of energy huh HAHA.) I always had to cry when i leave your house. Always had to compare our hair length after swimming lessons. Always thinking that i should eat less when i'm at your house since you ate so little. Always trying to become you because my mom always compared you and me and you were always better than me. (you still are better than me LOL!!!) Even though we dont go to the same Primary School, don't mix with the same people, don't go to the same Secondary School, i'm really thankful to know you my entire life. Our memory timeline is like soooooooo long. & i think in this generation, it's one of the rarest thing man. I still have photos of you at my 3 or 4 years old 'birthday party'. Aww so cute HAHA. Hopefully we'll still stay in contact till we have our own families ok. MAKE SURE TO INVITE ME TO YOUR WEDDING OR ELSEEEE!!!!!~~~  

Love,
Me :)