Hello, so i'm back from Genting. Didnt really got onto much rides because it was so boring. Instead played pool and bowling. Did some shopping there too. Got a new converse shoes~ Heh daddy won money ah that's why so nice. :P But i didnt get the red coloured shoe that i wanted T_T They didnt have my size... I'm a converse male size 5, woman size 7. Usually, if they dont have your exact size, they'd would suggest you to take like size 5.5 or something right? They didnt have it there T_T and the person gave me size 6 and i was like wth, totally doesnt fit and its so loose. So i didnt buy it. Arrrrrghhhhh not fated with red coloured shoes. It was really very nice sobs.
OH ME, BROTHER AND FATHER WENT ON THE SKY VENTURE THING. It's damn..... scary to me :( Sigh i couldnt breathe really well in there. But it's an experience la, so its ok~
On da second night, i had terrible stomachache and couldnt sleep for almost the whole night. There was no wifi there so i couldnt use the internet. Looked through all my photos and all my old messages.. Felt kinda sad and terrible. I feel like i kinda verbally hurt some people in the past, and i didnt even know. AND I REALISED, SINCE LAST TIME, people like telling me that i ACT BLUR. What the fucking hell. Don't know means dont know la. What act blur, damn annoying sia. Just get straight to da damn point and dont say 'act blur' can. Like seriously? People like to beat around the bush and im the kind who doesnt understand all these weird signs etc and you expect me to read minds. Wa seriously damn 'smart' ah.
K that was kinda unneccessary. Hahahaha okay so yes i feel so bad for alot of people and at that moment, i felt like texting those people that i'm really sorry. Hmmmm well since its New Year's Day! Of course i didnt, overseas texting is way expensive.
When i reached back home that night, all i could think of was Poly courses. It strucked my mind because Liqian mentioned me on twitter about going to Poly Open houses. Man, i'm really very scared.... I know 16 points is very easy for most of you people to get but for me it isnt... My course that i want needs 16 points.. & IF this year's JAE COP goes down, i'm gonna die so bad... Sigh stupid people like me hardly have any choices lol.
Confession time: Honestly, in my whole secondary school life, i've never gotten below 20 points. Ha ha ha i've finally said it out. In Sec 3, i was SOOOOO close to dropping to NA(Normal Acad). Ha ha ha god decided to give me another chance. Didnt really cherish it because in Sec 4, i didnt study all the way till September. Everytime when those ladies say how smooth their sec 3 life was, i'll just be there, thinking how lucky i was to be able to stay in Express. They also love saying how awesome their Sec2 life was. Yeah and there i was, struggling with loneliness, bad results and bad subject combinations. Everytime when i said i couldnt make it, no one believed me and all they could say was "you're not very bad what". Yeah right. Now you know. There was once that i failed ALL my subjects except for Mathematics ok. That's the reason why i almost dropped into NA. How is that 'not very bad'? No one knew huh. Why do you think i always say i'm not good in anything? I know myself better than anyone. My chinese O level result, if it wasnt for the moderation, i wouldnt have gotten a B3. I'm not kidding. I wasnt really happy till i could cry because honestly, i dont think i deserve a B3.. That's like one of the biggest miracle that has ever happened to me. I've never gotten a B for Chinese in my whole sec sch life. I'm too pathetic i'm sorry. My report card is one of the ugliest things on earth i don't even wanna look at it.
Yes so i did a confession since its da beginning of the year. Now for the New Year Resolution part!
1. TO STOP BITING MY NAILS
2. TO SLIM DOWN AT LEAST 5KG (I THINK EVERY YEAR I ALSO HAVE THIS RESOLUTION HAHAHA)
3. TO KEEP IN TOUCH WITH THE 6 PABOS
4. TO MAKE SURE THAT I NEVER MIX WITH THE BAD FRIENDS (i'm praying so hard)
5. ................................ Too many resolutions no good so i'll stop here :)
OKIE I'm done ho-ho-ho. Chinese New Year is approaching!!!!! & That means i'll have MONEY!!!! & also to face those annoying relatives that would ask about my O level results.... Havent bought any clothes! Needa shop!!! Wonder what i'll wear this year... Hmmm~ Well i shall decide SOOOON. For now, TA-TA!!!
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