JAE posting results.

Right now, i'm going to tell the whole world what course i got into. I've been getting lots of weird reactions from people and I really dont know how to deal with it. 

NAN YANG POLYTECHNIC - DIGITAL VISUAL EFFECTS

I don't know why some people must judge me. How many times must i say that i am not meant for studying? I got a freaking 22 for O levels, which is half of what i usually score. & honestly even though i calculated that i got 18, i was still happy i could get into a Polytechnic. I'm upset at first that i get into Visual Effects, because i thought it'd be boring. However, when i looked at the modules, IT LOOKS FUN OK. Better than some of the business courses that you guys are in. I know some of you have already thought of your future and this journey is part of it so you dont mind leading the same old boring school life. I am honestly not sure of mine. WELL WHO KNOWS RIGHT? If i'm successful at this, I MIGHT ACTUALLY GO WORK FOR SOME FAMOUS COMPANY AND EARN BIG BUCKS WHILE YOU FREAKING BUSINESSMEN AND WOMEN LEAD THE SAME OLD MUNDANE LIFE EVERY SINGLE DAY.. 

Every single damn thing has its pros and cons. Please don't judge me. I might not have any talent. I might not know how to draw, how to cook, how to hack a computer, but at least i'm not worth nothing. At least i know i have a passion for dance and i still can dance at NYP. I think i still belong to the middle class society. Please don't treat me like trash. NYP, NP, SP, RP, TP. THEY ARE ALL POLYS. What's there to compare? So just shut up and lead your lives OKAY?!

Now that i'm done with the rant, i shall talk more about my modules, which kinda excites me. Colour Theory, Digital photography fundamentals, Cinematography, Digital Film editing~ I just kinda listed out some of them if not this is gonna get too long. Oh my god photography WOOHOO KUDOS TO ME I CAN'T WAIT. I love such things~ Seriously! My orientation programme starts on the 2nd of April and school officially starts on the 16th. I seriously can't wait.

Now there's another thing, which is Lasalle. I really don't know about this. I really wanna know where god is trying to lead me, hence i'm gonna go for the audition. If they tell me "You're accepted", i don't really know if i'm gonna shed tears of joy or sit there emotionless, contemplating on which course i should take. Huuuuurrrrr just don't make me confused and dont make me take the wrong path, lord. 

I'm currently starting on ep 12 of Gossip Girl and sigh after episodde 14, it's gonna be wait time again... Why do i keep waiting?! I always wait. People make me wait for texts. Wait for this and that. God why can't you people be the one waiting for me instead and feel how I feel!? 

Someone texted me at my most angsty moment just now in the afternoon, telling me about some random thing. He didnt say hi, neither did he tell me why he didn't reply my previous message. We were talking so happily until he suddenly decided to stop replying and we didnt talk for ONE WHOLE DAY. Then he suddenly just tell me his friends asked him out to da Zoo on Sunday. JUST ONE TEXT. Nothing else. Seriously nothing else. What the hell!? If you don't wanna talk to me, DON'T TEXT ME. You don't play push and pull games with me cuz i'll definitely kick ur ass. 

Everything kinda pisses me off today. I don't know why really. I thought only girls play mind games. Now guys too?! Awesome~ hahaha nonsense actually i don't really care. I think my bo-chap attitude can drive people nutz. I'm sorry~ hehehahaa

This post is getting kinda long~ HAHA CUZ I GOT LOTS TO TALK ABOUT!!! Now it's about FASHION!!!!! Recently i've been looking through lookbook and i'm just like "Dang i seriously wish i can wear such beaautiful looking clothes to school...." I need to slim down. BADLY. You know i'm under the TB medication right? They will be keeping track of my weight. Hopefully after 9months, i can tell people my weight confidently. I'M JUST HOPING FOR THAT DAY TO COME. 

I've been into those high waisted flair skirts. It looks so cute!!! & yes i've been watching too much Gossip Girl lately that i fell in love with Blair Waldorf's dress sense. *o* My eyes sparkles when i see how her perfect body embraces those dresses and tulip skirts. To wow you guys even more, i'm of the same height as her. CAN I MAKE HER MY MOTIVATION TO SLIM DOWN? HAHAHA

NOW I'M ENDING OF MY POST WITH MY FAVOURITE COUPLE IN GOSSIP GIRL:

(To me, their love is the only real thing in this show. LOL)