Panic Attack

Hi. I've been fangirling the whole day. Now i'm exhausted. & so, i've calmed down and am starting to think about the deadly Monday that's about to approach; Judgement day.

My plan on monday:

6am: Rise&Shine

6.30am: EAT CHOCOLATE. (yes i need some hyperness. if not i'll be shy like shit.)

6.45am - 7.30am: Warm up and just anyhow create some movements to get used to dancing again

7.30am - 7.45am: Double check things that i need to bring

7.45am: Leave house

8.15am: Reach Lasalle

8.30am: Audition starts

I'm having mixed feelings right now. What if i don't get in? What if i cry of disappointment and not joy? What if i get groupmates who are very good at dancing or catching up with steps? Wouldn't my chance of entering Lasalle be so much lesser? What if i got in? How will my life be for the next 3 years? WAIT, if i get in, i need to find a freaking job, because school only starts in August. Sigh, i'm just like stressed out right now. I want the weekends to quickly pass because I just wanna get over and done with Monday.

Should i make a bet with myself? If i get in, i'll treat all my 5 friends Gongcha. If i dont.... THEY TREAT ME. HAHAHA Oh my, that's not a bet with MYSELF. Ok no. If i get in, i'll splurge on a big meal, like a seriously sinful meal for a day. If i dont, i'm just gonna live with less than 1000 calories per day. Hmmm k.. That should do the trick.

I'm now just thinking who my favourite dancer is. I honestly dont know who it is, because i wasnt inspired to dance by a specific dancer. Sigh. Plus i've got no historic knowledge on dance so i don't know any well-known dancers except for the King of Pop, Michael Jackson. NEH he's not exactly my favourite dancer.

WHAT SHOULD I DO????? :(