I want my prayers to come true

HIIIIIII. Today was another fabulous day~~~....

Actually it started out not so good. Felt really moody during work. I woke up with a stomach cramp(?) I dont know if it's cramp actually. It's just that one part of my stomach that feels like it's been punched multiple times..

Xue Jun was working today and i know she's just trying to act fierce so i'm like not scared of her in a way. But she adds stress to all of us hahaha, i dont mind. That's what work's about~ Christopher's shift wasnt today but he still helped out most of the time. He was there from 11-1 then gone from 1-4 then back again from 4-6. Great help!!!! Without him, i think me and Aglin would have died by the stress Xuejun gave us.. Haha but i know she's a nice person actually. I see people straight through the heart *winks*

Usually, me and aglin will change behind the curtains after work. There's like this small area where we put our bags and stuff there. So Kelvyn's mom and xuejun were inside. All females, so both of us were like "who cares, we have what you also have what." So we changed on the spot. Then xuejun made a big fuss about it, saying how "OLD MINDED" she is. Yeah right HAHAHA. Kelvyn's mom helped us. Her hairstyle is so 21st century. That's my his mom told her. Aglin changed first, then followed by me. When i changed, Chris accidentally opened the curtain and i was like SHIT. Then xuejun made fun of me dotdotdot.

So i wore a tank top and some batwing top to cover my fats. It was kinda my first time wearing it and i was wondering why it feels so weird and irritating. I hate it when my tops choke my neck, and it was choking me. Chris noticed i was struggling with the damn top and asked, "Your first time wearing this?" "Yeah :o -continues adjusting the uncomfortable top-" "Oh i see alot of people wear this like that one -then he show me example LMFAO- you try." So i also follow him and i'm like what the hell i'm doing.... SERIOUSLY where got guys notice if its your first time wearing what clothes. LOL unique max.

Had a small chat before leaving the place. Usually if there's anywhere to lean, i'll lean. Somehow i leaned in a so called "sexy" way (i really dk how to describe but if you know me you know what i mean.). It's like already a habit. I don't know if it's even sexy. I describe it as sexy because of Chris LOL. At first Xuejun was at the swinging door area, then Aglin and Chris were outside and Kelvyn's at the cashier area. Suddenly Chris came in to do idk what and when he walked out, he was like "Wa like that very sexy leh." I didn't know he was talking to me until i realised he was beside me. Kelvyn's reaction was FREAKING FAST. It was because of Kelvyn that i realised Chris was talking to me.  Xuejun, as usual teased him. HAHA WHAT THE I WAS OBVIOUSLY EMBARASSED RIGHT.

Xuejun, Aglin and I stood outside the ITE and chatted for quite sometime. LOL seriously they make me so embarassed i need somewhere to hide my face. HAHAHA. & i'm like irritated at my age because of them!!!!! One 19 one 22 I AM FREAKING 17, WHICH IS STILL UNDERAGED FYI. When the majority is old, the younger one obviously loses out. At that moment i wished Chris was with me. CUZ HE'S 17 TOO!!! 2 VS 2 more fair right, tsk.

Had Burger King for dinner with Aglin at East point and then headed to SCAPE for dance. Danced to "Girl Gone Wild - Madonna" and let me tell you something, IT'S MAD AWESOMEEEEE. I love it. It's my genre, my thang. But well... I'm probably gonna follow Aglin to Lyrical Jazz tomorrow >< Nevermind it's still dance and it will still be fun!

I look forward to the next day everyday ever since i go work!!!!!!!!! Yayyyyyy, really wish i work on Mondays though :( Kelvyn told me that me and Aglin do not need to come on Mondays because there's Chris and Damien and him. I'm like "nyaaaaah.... :(" Major sad face. Hahaa... Nevermind hopefully i can go. I heard that Aglin's May schedule is kinda packed so i'm sure he'll be able to fit one more person on Monday, which is me in the counter righttttttttttt. RIGHTTTTT. Hehe.

Yay i'm loving life. There's just one more thing i wish it comes true. & that needs time... I just hope i won't make the wrong move, do the wrong things... *prays*