Just a driveby.

How amazing can i be man? I slept for the whole day today. So i woke up at 10am this morning because my stupid maid said "Shanette it's 10.30am already. Just to remind you if you're going out." I'm like HUH 10.30AM?! SHIT IM LATE FOR WORK. That's the first thing that came into my head. Then i realised it's freaking Saturday! What the hell..... The morning was so nice because i THINK it rained since there was no construction going on outside the house. She HAD to wake me up. -_- Checked twitter and all sorts of nonsense for afew minutes and fell back to sleep again. Woke up at 2pm and i'm like oooo it's 2 already. Shiok. I went to bathe after that, had breakfast cereal for brunch. Played diamond dash and then after 1hour, I FELL ASLEEP AGAIN, till 6pm this time.

HAHA, it's just ridiculous. I just slept my whole day away. Had dinner and taohuey. Wow i ate alot today. My stomach is currently really bloated. Owell, it's alright.

Watched the new episodes of Fondant Garden and KPOP the ultimate audition. Now i've got nothing to do. I don't want to tumblr. I don't want to go out. I don't want to do anything. I don't want tomorrow to come because i hate Sundays. I just want that person to say hi. I realised it's been one week. I miss that particular Wednesday. Sigh, there's nothing i can do. Really wished i was a boy sometimes. OR, maybe i wished my orientation wasnt straight. Sometimes i think i'm more comfortable with girls. I think liking girls are so much easier than boys. Because i'm a girl, i can understand how girls think and stuff. Okay.... This sounds all so wrong. EXCUSE ME I'M STRAIGHT. I'm just thinking. I used to discuss with Yvonne how girls can fall for girls but i guess now i know. NO WAIT. I don't think i'm exactly right since my orientation is striaght and i'm seeing it from a straight orientation's point of view. DO YOU GET IT? DON'T GET ME WRONG OK. Haha.

Can't wait for KHJ's concert this coming Friday. I really dont know how my dear man is gonna hi-5 the whole audience of probably 3000 people. I've bought a category 1 ticket but according to the floor plan, i'm quite far from the stage :( Look below, i'm in area 114! I'm blocked by 112 and 113... Sigh i want to be in 112 or 130 so badly. I want to like switch the ticket with someone else but i'm darn lazy to check it out. Gah it's in less than a week.... What should i do? :( Don't ask me why i didn't get floor plan. Initially i wanted to, but i had work that very day the tickets were released, hence i asked my mom to help me. Yes...... when mothers do the job, it's just...... always unsuccessful.

I hate to stay at home. I think I'm getting the "Charlotte's syndrome". I get moody everytime i'm home. I think about how others are enjoying life during the weekends while i'm home emo-ing, wts?! I don't know. I feel happy when there's someone to talk to. I hate it when i'm all alone. HATE IT. Yes there are times when being alone is good, but not all the time.

Xuejun texted me about some work-related matters just now. She totally don't believe that i enjoy working. She also don't believe that i never curse her behind her back, because like i said, she always 'scold' us. Instead I PRAISED HER EH. LOL. I think i'm just a really weird girl. People don't understand me because i have the weirdest shanette logics. It's ok. I guess that's why i'm unique -squints eyes and smiles sweetly HAHA-

Yeah my darling i'm gonna see you my handsome boy.