Bullshiet

Hi. I woke up with a positive mind this morning. I had my day planned out the night before. But it kinda didn't went as planned, as usual.

I skipped guitar today. I didn't like the new teacher. So i've decided to stop going. I shall find another guitar school. That i shall leave it till next week or so. Slept till 10am, but continued sleeping till about 12. Bathed and then an hour later, daddy me and my bro decided to go jungle trekking at Bukit timah. Yeh baby.

It wasn't as tedious as compared to 2 years back, when i last trekked with my dad. I did quite a good job today. Either my muscles on my leg is getting stronger or my stamina is getting better. Either way is a good thing so i felt happy. But the moment i took my phone and looked through new messages, i went from ":D" to ":(". Immediately. It's about work related matters. Sigh irritating....

Took this after exercising. Well i look like i was still fresh because I was at a faster speed compared to Spencer so i reached earlier than him and hence, i've got time to cool down. Believe me, my entire shirt was wet.

Went home and bathed. Headed to Vivo again this time round, my motive was to shop. Then a bad conversation rose during dinner. Mood got totally bad. I even teared infront of so many people at Vivo. Felt like dying. Sigh life's being such a bitch these days when it comes to money. I really got nothing to say. Yes we were talking about money related issues over dinner. Seriously i'm not ready for the grow up talks. Not ready for money talks. Not ready for independent talks. I can't stand it!!!! I just wanna enjoy my life. Why is it so hard? Cuz of money? What the fuck. MONEY IS RIGHT INFRONT OF ME. They are just stingy. Stingy to an extremely large extent. K i don't know how i should explain this so i won't. Just know that i'm a fucking poor bitch.

Came home and thought of Kelvyn's work that he asked me to do. SIGH. Give me a break. I've been so sleepy the whole day. I could totally fall asleep at 9pm just now but because of his work, i didnt. I still didnt manage to complete it because i'm in no mood to do anything. Right now, i'm just thinking if i should sleep or go down and get something to munch on. Sigh what is life.