Goodnight post maybe?

Time check: 1.45AM

Currently forcing myself to not fall asleep because I just had a very sinful supper, lol. After eating, I felt so guilty I spammed ab workouts to make myself feel better. Nope, obviously it didn't help. In fact I felt worst. The bloated feeling was kinda getting me.

I hate how my body works. I don't empty my bowels as daily as before. My menses haven't come for June (fyi today is already the 30th June?!) and my menses for May only lasted for 2 and a half days (wtf?). My metabolism rate is slow and then fast at times
I don't even know how this shit works. Like I sweat alot when I do easy exercises but when I do tedious work outs, I don't sweat as much as I'm
supposed to (wtf again?). What is wrong with me?!?! I should seriously go to a doctor soon. But it's just awkward.... What if the doctor's a male?! Argh.

Read through the past few blog posts. Realized how empty those posts were. Haha, as expected since there were really nothing much to blog about except spazz over my girl crushes. Speaking of that, I'm really going crazy over Lee Min Jung and Tiffany (WTF IKR?!) Yes SNSD's TI-PAAAA-NIIIIII.

Have started on this drama called "Big" and Lee Min Jung plays the female lead role. She's so cutesy and pretty and young looking. Oh my she reminds me of a fairy. HAHA! (I'm really starting to feel super abnormal....) Ok shit this is not supposed to be a spazzing post so yeah I shall stop here. WATCH BIG!!!!! It's nice and she's pretty! *winks winks*

{The side of my head where i banged the damn cupboard still hurts everytime I blink my eyes x_x.....}

OKAY SO.......... Oh my ghat what am I supposed to say? I'm not depressed or stressed or sad about anything. Hehe that's a good thing right? Oh wait actually there is one thing I'm stressed about. Anyone can guess this. OH YEAH YOU'RE RIGHT BABY MY BODY. But oh well, I've whined and complained enough for today/yesterday/the day before.

Been sleeping at 4am/5am for the past few nights and right now I think I'm just gonna go sleep even though I had such a sinful supper (I can never forgive myself for this. Maybe I should punish myself.) Too tired..... I don't have the energy to continue typing even though I really wish I could type a whole long bullshit meaningless story out for ya. ZzzzZzzzZzzZzzzZZzzz