Dreams?

I just posted a photo on the previous post. Think those who don't treasure their life should read it.

Today i'm gonna talk about the ridiuclous dreams i've been having lately. It's been fucking me up. That's robably the reason why i haven't been able to sleep well recently.

Almost everyday i dream about something. Something ridiculous. Well i think i dream everyday, it's just that i can't exactly remember what i dreamt. All i would usually remember would be if it's a bad/good dream. & let me tell you i'm so frustrated about it because i can't remember any details of my dreams.

Why i say i've been fucked by dreams? Oh just so you know, these dreams that i'm gonna mentioned is all recent, like 4days or 5days ago. First, there was this time where i was crying in my dreams, then i woke up, finding real tears on my face. I actually felt sad for like 5 seconds not knowing why. All i knew was that i was crying because of someone. Er? When i got back to reality i was like "WHAT JUST HAPPENED? DID I JUST CRIED?!" Then, there was this other time i was actually a bisexual/lesbian. DASHIT?! That dream totally didnt make any sense. That girl was so not my type. It was just so not me. Oh my god what is going on. In one of my dreams, someone scolded me even. I woke up fuming mad.

K then i think i've dreamt this dream twice. It's like a recurring dream, I SERIOUSLY DO NOT KNOW.  This is the worst of the worst. First time was that i dreamt that my dad was smoking. No one else knew about it because i don't know why but i was kinda like creeping up on my dad. When i was about to ask my mom about it, i woke up. So i told myself "Oh....... Cheh i thought my dad really smoked omg." Yesterday night, i had the same dream. The only difference between this and my first dream was that my family was present and everyone else saw my dad smoking. I kept rubbing my eyes. "AM I SEEING THINGS?! HE'S REALLY SMOKING?! I THOUGHT IT WAS A DREAM!? EH MOM DAD SMOKES!? SINCE WHEN?!?!?" (k i reacted so dramatically because my dad's family has this history of health issues so i was worried.) Mom was so calm, which is so not her, she answered me, "Oh yeah he does. You don't know?" Wadafuck do i look like i know. -_- I kept pinching myself in my dream and stuff. Oh my god insane. I totally couldnt differentiate from my dreams and reality. It felt so real. TOO REAL, in fact.

Wonder how i can stop myself from dreaming too much. Or at least give me better dreams!!! :(