Memories carved by dreams?

This evening, i went to catch this contemporary dance show called Minutes to Midnight with Aglin. This show was Aglin's birthday present to me. I'm sure this production has something to do with Oschool. The choreographer of the dances were by Ryan Tan and Jessica(both oschool instructors) and most of the dancers are from NTU. Amazing. I love the whole production. It's just so beautiful. Well Jessica is an amazing choreographer. Of course her show would be amazing!!! Haha!Cheryl also went to the show!!! We saw each other and we were like EHHHHH! Hahaha she's kinda affliated to Oschool too! Her hiphop's teacher is An an and her jazz/contemp teacher's Ryan~  

I miss being on the stage. I really do. Sigh i really need to work doubly hard. I want to be chosen for good parts in the choreography. Well in my class, there's so much talent that I can hardly shine but........ I guess hard work will somehow in a way or another pay off....? While i was looking at the dance, I remembered this dance i performed 2 years ago. Miss Shining gave me a solo part. At first i struggled so badly even though it was only 3/4 eights of the song. I couldnt understand why she chose me. I thought she was gonna switch people because she got so mad at me for always getting it wrong. The more she scolded me the more nervous i got. The more nervous i got the more i couldnt get the steps right. Well thank the holy god I didnt screw up on the day of performance. Up till this point i still didnt understand why she chose me. All i know is that I'm really thankful to her. Even though she makes me depressed most of the time, i guess that's what made me stronger.  

Same goes for ballet. I don't know how the heck am i gonna be as graceful as a swan but i'm just gonna try and try until i cry(lol this will happen trust me.). I don't wanna live a dream that will never come true. I need it to come true. One year. That's all i've got to prove myself that i can do this.