We had our last ballet lesson yesterday. Didn't went as well as i thought it should be cuz i keep getting the techniques wrong! Next week is like our mid term break a.k.a Project Week. So technically this week is our last week of school but it's nonsense. I have to go back to school everyday during my "break". Well it's ok~ I enjoy school~
During hip hop, Mycx spent the first 30minutes asking each of us for feedbacks and stuff like that. Then the rest of the time to teach us a new choreography. I TOTALLY LIKE THE NEW ROUTINE! It's just awesome~ So my morning went really well~ I was really happy~ The next thing that made me happy was, I DIDN'T FEEL TIRED AT ALL DURING ARTS HISTORY. I was actually paying attention and the thought of falling asleep didn't even came into my mind. PP was kind of disappointing actually. It was so boring. First we were asked to find new groups again. Fml. Everyone scattered everywhere and everyone could find a group except me. Omg now thinking back, why the hell did i start to stress?! I was seriously standing up and looking around if anyone had a vacancy in their group so i could join. Felt so unwanted at that moment. We were asked to discuss why a chair is called a chair. WHAT THE HELL. There was nothing i could say so i just kept mum throughout the whole discussion. After that we then went back to our previous composition group to do what we were previously doing. God it was just plain boring.
Bought dinner after class and went back to F307 to slack with the usuals. My night was awesome!!! First we talked alot of nonsense. Then we started dancing!!! I could finally get the choreography Ruishan taught me weeks ago! Well it's not yet perfect... WELL NO ONE'S PERFECT. Heh danced with Afiq all the way cuz he also knew the steps to that choreography~ Taught Andrea that choreography too! Hehehe it's an awesome dance ok~
Reached home at about 11plus. After showering, i started writing my improvisation journal. Wrote till about 2am and i fell asleep at almost 3 knowing i have school tomorrow. This is what your phone does to you. LOL when i get on my bed, i don't fall asleep immediately. I will use my phone FIRST before sleeping. Hahaha.
I didn't even wake up to off my alarm this morning because i was that tired. I just let it rang all the way till i had to wake up. Waited for Andrea at the train station for more than 15minutes... What a long wait. Had body conditioning class with Melissa (...) and then hiphop. We had a test on the 3 choreographies that she taught us and our bboy moves + stunts. Fml everyone failed except Louisa Andrea and Jingwen. The fuck she said everyone else's musicality sucked. SERIOUSLY i don't get her. For the first time ever i feel so insulted. It's ok if she say i suck at hip hop. I know i do because i am more of a st jazz/girls hiphop dancer. BUT MUSICALITY??? Omg OMG I just can't get over it. I don't know what she's talking really. Made me so angry. She fails everybody in every god damn test. What for have a test then, if you're gonna just keep throwing our confidence away? She don't even tell us if we've improved or what not. Really my confidence is low enough. Wait i think she has thrown away ALL my confidence. Some teachers seriously need to know that always trying to fail us will not work on some students. It's like English in secondary school. They fail the whole god damn cohort just because the teachers feel like it when in O levels, most of us at least got a B grade. SERIOUSLY? Can't they just give us a more professional grade?!?!?! Ok all these failed tests are not recorded, BUT if she can actually fail us in a unrecorded test, of course she can fail us in a real exam. Oh fuck this shit whatever.
Had chicken rice for lunch and it was not satisfying enough. Bathed and had improv class after that. Don't know why i feel like Melissa has been keeping an eye on me lately. She really gives me the vibe that i'm gonna get a warning letter (getting kicked out). Fml noooooooo but yes she gives me that vibe, a very strong one.
Danced like alot before PP. Performance project was just like . . . but got to spend time with the fiqs so it's fine~ Had dinner at the soup spoon and then went back to school to slack~ D201 WAS AVAILABLE!!! So happy! Haven't been able to use that studio after school for soooo long!! Amin and Rif were in the studio. Shafiq and Afiq joined us at about 10pm cuz they had convocation rehearsal to attend and went to buy food before coming to find us~ Learnt Fredy's Where Have You Been choreography from Afiq!!!! I've been wanting to learn that choreo ever since i saw Fredy's video but last time Afiq would just say "No im not good i can't teach" blablablabla all those nonsense. I bet he said that cuz we werent close enough to him . YAY everything's different now and i like it! I can't really get all the steps yet but SOON! I just need some time, like Ruishan's choreography from Allegra~ Hahaha.
Reached home at about 12.30am!
Photos from Monday:
Photos from today:
One last thing i wanna say.
Even though i don't show it as much as others do, i really cherish and appreciate every moment i spend with my homiez. Andrea's my daily dosage of awesomeness so i can't survive without her! Without Priscilla Jingwen and Cher, my life in school will be empty, literally. Hanging out with Shafiq and afiq never fails to brighten my mood i swear upon this. No matter how bad my day is, seeing them will just brighten things up. Thanks for coming into my life darlings. Yes just thought i should write this down so in the future, when i read this again, i'll revive this moment of happiness <3
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