Stab the heart

BOOYAH!!!

Had the last Yoga lesson for the semester yesterday!!!! The next Yoga lesson will be next year!!! Omg how time flies.... I told Coach Ling about my leg/ankle injury... He told me it's actually a very serious spot to get injured and if he helps me to massage it, the injury will inflame and I'll not be able to dance for quite awhile. That kinda didn't help at all so i gave him the "huh then wth am i supposed to do face..." So he helped me release the tensions in my calve muscles and wrap my leg with this orange tape thingy. Don't even understand how that helps -_-.. & Shafiq didn't went for Yoga even though he was already in school. Naughty boy!!! Can't stop laughing at him when i saw him. He felt strangely different!

Had BK breakfast with Andrea before Ballet~ Sat out of ballet because I kinda overused my leg for the day already. SUCKS TO BE MEEEE i always feel like it's feeling better so i act like it's somehow recovered. But it can only last up till one class and then it starts hurting again. Sigh!!!!

Didn't do anything during lunch. Rhythm Ensemble was as usual. Didn't had mask work cuz Harris was absent (woohoo!). Slacked til 4.30pm... Had to watch some DVD for Rhythm Ensemble's final essay assessment. I feel doomed. Need to write another 1000 words on something I have no clue on. God.

Went to Astons for dinner and after that i felt like puking so much NO JOKE. Hmmmm... Slacked at the frass and hear Shafiq sang~ Sigh his voice is amazing. Jingwen was a scary fangirl. :B Initially they wanted to go lan play L4D2 (obviously wants me to die) but the lan opposite school was too packed so we went to Mcd and eat icecream instead.

Went home after that and stoned. Literally. I don't know what i did for 2 hours. I think I was just staring blanky at the computer screen... I went to sleep after stoning, hoping I'd dream of something nice... But obviously i didn't. To top it off, i woke up sighing like an aunty.

"Shit why am i back to reality...." was what i thought of the first thing i opened my eyes. Sleeping really helps me to forget everything i wanna forget and escape the real world for that few hours. Argh. Spent the past 3hours thinking of unnecessary things. Yeah i slept till 2pm today. I wish i could just sleep my day away so i don't need to think of assignments and stuff.

I wasn't hungry but the weather was very cold so i had to eat something to warm myself up. Ate instant noodles. Unhealthy or what? Lol. It's already 5pm. I wanted to use today to finish up my improv journal entries but I totally had no mood to do. Internally feeling very sad. & of course only I myself know why I'm feeling this way. Oh well at least i completed 2 entries....? Lol

I doubt the night would be any more cheerful so i shall just end my post here.