3rd day of Christmas

Spent my 3rd day of Christmas with Lili today~ We went to noraebang (karaoke in korean) and sang out hearts out for hours at Marina Square! Went to physio early in the morning first before meeting up with her. Had Starbucks breakfast. Full like mad.. Haha.

 

Ok so i was enjoying my whole karaoke session with queen lili. When i clicked "S club 7", i came upon this major classic song called "Have you ever". It was one of my most favourite song when I was young. YESSSS I WATCH S CLUB 7 HAHAHA WHAT THE HELL IKR HOW LONG AGO WAS THAT MAN? Don't ask why I did!!! I think i was like not even 7 when it aired. It was on tv so.... they looked so cool and I always wanted to be like them. LOL AT THAT POINT OF TIME LA~ I would always watch them dance and sing and ask my mother "mummy i wanna dance to english songs too where can i learn?" & she'd always pretend not to hear me and made me look like i'm talking to myself, or maybe to the tv.. (Gawd they are a clique of 7 too HAHAHAHA HEY HEY HEY WE CAN BE CNE CLUB 7!!!!)

 

I would really be so thankful to god if I had a good voice.... :( I love to sing. Sigh

 

Walked around Marina Square aimlessly. Had nothing to do. Then we went to Raffles Link looking for the awfully chocolate ice cream. But they no longer sell it and I was so sad... Then we walked passed Canele. The Macarons were just staring at me and telling me 'BUY ME! BUY ME!' & so i had to. I wanted to buy 2. But then Liqian also wanted. So we got 6 altogether since it was cheaper that way. SO FAT AND DELICIOUS TO THE MAX!! It's the first time that I bought it FOR MYSELF. Usually I'd steal a bite or two from whoever that bought it :B Heheh i'm cool that way.

 

Walked around the whole of raffles link acting like retards as usual. Hahaha so funny just thinking of the lame moments we had. Just needed time to pass so we could eat dinner!!! HAHA had Din Tai Fung for dinner and IT WAS HEAVENLY. Didn't had a full meal for the whole day and dtf saved the day. Bid goodbye after that because there was really nothing to do.

 

Sigh they are only left with less than a week of holiday... I'm gonna be all alone again :( When will we get to hang out again? Sigh suddenly I want time to rewind so we can get to see each other everyday in school. Getting out of my daddy's car, walking to the canteen like a zombie and always greeted by Charlotte cuz she's always in school even before the school gate opens LOL. Some days maybe she's sleeping like a pig. Some days maybe the art geeks would rush their art works. Then we'll just stone like a pig during morning assembly.. Those days where I'd just fall asleep in class and no matter how hard the teacher tries to wake me up, I'd just ignore her. Mr Peterson would make me so angry during Bio at times with his ridiculous stare and his "shhhhanNNETTEEE. -stern voice-" How I was so scared to switch on the bunsen burner during chem practicals and Jai had to help me and then laugh at me. Days where suddenly Sitifarah would invade our classroom during recess and then walk around like a boss and then leave. There's so much more to say it might just take me the whole night.

 

I kinda liked the feeling of having nothing to blog about during my sec4 days. That was the only year out of all my years of blogging that i stopped entirely. My days were all awesome. No drama AT ALL, just schoolwork torture. When can I be like that again?

 

Time's just getting faster by the minute. In no time, the next Christmas will arrive. A year from now, god knows what kind of a person I'll become. Will I be nearer to my dream? Or further?...

 

I'm so scared of my future. I really am. Doubting myself is bad but.. I gotta face reality. I need plan B and C and D at least if plan A fails.