Ballet exam's over!!!! REP is over!!!!!! -crying face- I'm so happy... Now I'm left with 3 more assessments to go; animal work, anatomy and arts history!!!!
I was so out during hip hop... :( Felt so sad. I suddenly remember what Joey told me yesterday and it kinda affected me. We did blocking for the new song and bew I just felt sad throughout the entire class. Then I messed up our 9minute dance too because we haven't practiced it in so long and I was just out of class really. No :(
Sat in the first row for arts history this afternoon. Tried so hard not to fall asleep.... Cuz I know if I did, it'd affect the person presenting cuz I'm right infront. Lol I would. I mean if I was presenting and the person infront of me fell asleep, I'd be so affected by it. I told Jingwen about how she affected me so much when my group was doing the trial presentation for rep. Gosh the moment I see her 'omg no I wanna sleep' face, I immediately blank out and forgot everything I wanted to say. Today I didn't pull it through too cuz I saw Miss Melissa yawning. That's the one reason why I can never look at the audience T_T
When I see Miss Melissa today after our rep presentation, I suddenly thought of the vivid dream I had of her the other time. Nooooo school's ending I'm scared it'll come true :( If I really cannot make it to dip 2 I really don't know where to go... Sigh
Ate dinner with Jingwen and went back to school to have our class talk. I didn't say anything at all even though I had things to say. Because Yaqi knew I had things to say so she asked why I didn't say. Lol I don't know la blah. Then we chat texted and you have no idea how touched I am by how concerned she was.. Or how shocked I was to know that she knows me so much. Sad how the people around me daily doesn't know me well enough compared to a person whom I barely even hang out with. Yeah all those assumptions they make. Can't change their mind about me anyway.
Watched half of the dip 1 performance's show today; Storytelling. Haha I enjoyed Afiq's piece so much. He's so entertaining and amazing!!!! Amesh's too. Gosh they are just an awesome bunch of amazing talented people, really :)
After the show we stood outside for so long. I didn't even know what I was waiting for or maybe, WHY I was waiting for them lol. Retarded so I went home. "Sometimes you have to give up on people. Not because you don't care anymore, but because they don't." Yup that basically describes what I feel while I was waiting. I was just like "errrrrr no I shouldn't be doing this."
Yup texted Yaqi all the way back home until afew minutes ago.... I was training my Chinese while talking to her and yeah awesome me is still awesome in Chinese. LOL. Yeah but really, when people show you concern I just really melt lol. Sorry that I'm such an... emotional person but every little tiny thing a person do for me I just get touched easily.
Alright today marks the last torturing day for the semester and it's officially the last day of classes for Year 1! So technically, year 1 has ended!!!! 3 more assessments to go, I CAN DO IT!!!! GOODNIGHT
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