One of the most tiring weeks ever since school started..

I can't believe our shagness is so obvious to so many lecturers and teachers and friends. "The dancers all look so dead." "The dancers look so tired." "The dancers look so moody." Oh yeah you bet. Just try out our schedule. See whether you can smile and be hyper and shit like that. Lion dance is no joke.... It's so tiring and because of that I feel like my back is hurting so much recently. WHICH IS NOT A GOOD SIGN. I don't wanna have another injury. Weak ankles and shit splints are enough for me. If I get another injury I think I can think of quitting the dance scene. Sigh. My long torso is not even helping lion dance because that means I gotta bend even more, WHICH IS OBVIOUSLY MORE TIRING?

But I'm proud of myself. Proud that I actually went for every single class and skipped none. Oh well I was late for Thurs' Contemp only because I was trapped in the heavy rain. So many times I feel demoralised. So many times I wanna skip contemp. So many times I just wanna fucking give up. Like what the fuck is this 3 times contemp a week is worse than 5 days ballet I bet my life on this. Even worse when the teacher just can't stop picking on you. Yeah ok the whole world tells me not to take it too personally but SHE IS A TEACHER THAT TAKES THINGS PERSONALLY SO WHAT CAN I DO -.- I'm no robot. I've got freaking feelings, I can feel and see with my heart and eyes. :'(

Jazz kills me every Thurs and Fri. So tiring.... As if the routine is self is not tiring enough... The body conditioning before that is like bloody killer omg. Dread it because of the body conditioning. Too tiring especially when we have tiring classes throughout the week. Not working out man. & I'm also not happy that Yenny doesn't block us. She just tells us to go to any position -_- Everytime. I'm like omg what rubbish is this.

How I pull through the day? The fact that I get to spend time after school with people like Becky and Rif and Shawn and not forgetting my 2 idiots Andrea and Shafiq. This really feels like last year sem1 all over again. "Same same yet different." LOL (some quote i saw from Edwin's tshirt) I'm actually happy with the people that I'm mixing with right now. Doesn't really give me negative vibes.

Yay to the weekends but Saturday is almost over. 1 more day left till school starts, AGAIN. Bleh.... This cycle is never gonna end until Dec.... 2 more months. Actually time passes extremely fast. Like I can't believe I'm already almost 2 months into Year 2. Gah whatever tiring school is tiring.