So today was a day filled with bodyaches, wet butts, blistered toes... LOL Went to iceskate with da ladies just now. Actually i could ice skate better than last year. & i know why i cant iceskate... I dont know why but only one of my leg seems to be moving. LOL the other leg will just follow thru and i look like i was boarding. Hm k well that went not that bad i guess. Fell down a couple of times not cuz i lost balance but cuz my legs were too tired and lazy to move. PLUS, the floor was cold.. Felt so good to fall actually... & I ate 2 meals today!!! (gosh fats...) Porridge for brunch and KFC for dinner. Totally..... fat.
You know what. I can never look pretty. My face, is not symmetrical at all. My eyes is one big, one small lol. & of course my eyes initially ARE small. -_- So disgusting... I'm so disgusted by myself really. Such imperfections.... In the Singapore-book-of-pretty-girls, i cant even be at the last place man. So out of place. I cant do makeup. I cant wear dresses and skirts everyday. I cant act weak like how all guys like girls to be. I dont have soft flawless skin. I cant act girly and just dont behave like a girl at all omg. It's like a from young thing you know.
Sigh sorry i dont know why i'm in this state again. Shall stop here.
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