My heart can't decide.

Whats up yo~ I'm currently lying on my comfy bed and chatting with darling.

So i was abruptly awakened by my maid this very supposedly beautiful morning, telling me that my mom changed my doctor appointment to morning. She told me that my appointment was supposed to be on da 21st instead of 22nd. Bla bla bla you know.... Whoever who wakes me up early in da morning and rushes me to do something.... I get real mad.

We headed to Tan Tock Seng Hosp, and waited there for more than an hour. When it was finally my turn, the doctor asked if i had this that this that this that bla bla bla. I just told her i had no appetite to eat. C'mon no joke. Ever since taking the medication, i've been eating major irregular meals. I can skip breakfast, skip lunch, have some tidbits for tea break, and skip dinner. Or just have like one meal a day. For ME, its waaaaay abnormal. No matter how much i try to skip meal, it doesnt work. Like i can just skip breakfast, but lunch and dinner? No waaaaaay....

Hence the doctor told me that i should take a blood test to make sure that its not because of the medicine that i'm taking thats giving me a bad appetite. I swear i squeaked in my heart..... LOL bloood.... test....???? Veeeeeiinnnnns..... So scary to even think of it hahaha. But well, it wasnt pain at ALLLLL. I was just shocked by the amount of blood that was taken out of me and i didnt even feel anything.

Took my medicine and went home. I was so sad cuz i thought it'd be another stay home day... Supposed to meet Geraldine.. But i couldnt think of where to go and decided not to go out cuz it was almost 2 and she told me she had to be home by 5.30 or something like that. So no point. Then Jai replied me after so long. Ahhhhh after all those talks i just decided to go East coast park and cycle my sadness away.

I was praying that it wouldnt rain. Yes it didnt. The wind there felt so good. Totally loved it. Hafway through, i accidentally hit Jai's bike and fell. Wow i thought it was nothing. Like seriously who never falls la??? -_- The moment i stood up, i couldnt see anything man. Felt like i had totally no blood circulating around me at all omg. Almost fainted.. Then suddenly I COULDNT HEAR JAI PROPERLY WHAT THE HELL. Don't know what's wrong with me. But then i remembered i didnt had a proper meal -_-.... No wonder... So we went to a corner to rest. We disgustingly stepped through the wet, long, grass and i'm like omg. Our shoes were all wet, muddy, smelly, ewww!!! So we went to the sea and washed it. While waiting for it to dry, we played with the cam and talked and yay i felt happy.

Actually, something went into my eye... That's why that expression. But didnt turn out that bad LOL

Went to Parkway Parade and had our dinner at like 7.45 or something? Hehe pastamania~~~! Delicious~ Wished i had another plate though~ Went home after that.

To sum my day up, it wasnt so bad afterall..~ I'm sure tomorrow will be better! Hehe ok hopefully~