Karma loves hittin on me.

Heya wassup guys i'm feeling waaaay better. Thanks to a certain someone who totally brighten up my night and made me fall asleep at 5 in the morning ohmy. I've come to accept it that i'm just this way. So yeah, whatever course that i go, is whatever god wants me to do. Right now, i know even though my grades are like this, i've gained something back in return. Thanks.

Recently i've been having dreams almost every night and i'm liking it alot. It's like entering my world in the night to enjoy and then waking up to face reality when the world brightens. I don't know about you but i myself loves dreams alot. Sometimes i wished it was true but having to be able to even dream about it makes me happy and i'm contented enough.. Hahaaa. Hopefully i'll just continue dreaming.

Now i'm here to talk about how bitchy karma is. I didnt believe in karma until it started to happen to me. MANY TIMES that is. When i was young, i used to ask my mom why her boobs were so big. Like seriously straight in her face without even thinking about her feelings. Of course i knew she was hurt now that i think of it. & she told me that i'd have bigger boobs than her when i grow up. I didnt believe, but now that i'm 16, yes. It happened. Then when i walk on the streets, i would ask my mom why some people's faces are full of pimples. I find it really disgusting when i was young. AND WHAT HAPPENED? I had a face full of acne and i almost went into great depression cuz of it. & recently i've been asking myself why guys in singapore are just so short. I swore that i'd never get a boyriend nor husband that is below 175cm. I'm so gonna die for saying that sentence. Karma's so gonna hit me and give me a boyfriend/husband that is below 175cm. Sigh. Why oh why. I should learn to shut up. LOL.

I hate it when people enters my life without the intention of staying. Leaving me memories of you, and then just disappearing without a word. DONT YOU KNOW ITS HURTING?! It might not mean anything to you but it means something to me... Wanna know why i hate relationships at this age? BECAUSE IT'LL END SOMEHOW SOMEDAY IN SOMEWAY. & i hate it when people leaves me. They make me feel so important then the next day they can just forget about you entirely. That's very saddening. WAIT i'm not in a relationship, just saying cuz friends keep leaving me. & i've got guy-friends whom i was very close with but decide to just shake their ass and kick me out of their lives. Sigh meanie.

K i know this is one of the most random post but that's just cuz i'm at home and i've got nothing to blog about and i just felt like saying whatever here. So yeahhhhhh. Ta-ta~