Killer smiles

HELLO THERE HAPPY LEAP YEAR!
 I stayed up all night yesterday doing nothing. Seriously man. I was up all the way till 9am and i decided to sleep after freshening up and having breakfast. LOL What a smart move.. I had nothing to blog about because i was home these couple of days and life at home is seriously 100% similar to a pig. Even though it seems like i do nothing everyday, i actually do something ok! Watching shows, editing blogs, facebooking, IS DOING SOMETHING!!! Haha.

I've been spazzing about Matthew Atkinson lately because he is sooooo charismatic and soooo handsome. I assume he's new in the acting industry since his twitter has less than 10k followers.

 I can faint on the spot just by looking at this!!!! Some guys seriously have killer smiles and he's definitely one of them! Aside from his character in the show, i wanna spazz about his height. HAHAHA oh my god he is freaking 6'1"(182.5cm) tall!!!! AH~~~ Handsome handsome handsome!

Ok enough spasms HAHA. I've been up helping a friend set up a blogshop lately. This is my first time using livejournal. I really have no clue how to use it. Like when i look at other livejournal blogs, i can't help but tell myself im such a loser at livejournal. LOL.. Hmmmm but i still kinda did it and it looks kinda presentable to me.

I need all of you guys' support. Please help me like the Facebook page and follow their Twitter which are also run by me.

 I've seen their apparels. It's beautiful! It's launch is on 1st March 2012, 6pm.

PLEASE DO SUPPORT!!!!  

Who cares about size? OK me.

HI. I have caught This Means War, and let me tell you.... IT'S FUCKING AMAZING. Go catch it please if you haven't. One of the most awesome shows I've caught this year after Mission Impossible.

Here's the trailer. Trust me. Why don't you just skip the trailer below and head to the cinemas already?! HAHA.

Yesterday night, i swore i tried to sleep. Before 12, i switched off my computer and charged my phone and just rolled on my bed for more than 2hours, hoping i'd get to sleep. Instead, I was up thinking about my US trip, thinking about hot guys, thinking about my future WTF. I couldnt take it anymore because the more thoughts i had in my mind, the more awake i was. So i decided to use my phone till there was no battery left. I was spamming Ellen Degeneres videos for almost 2hours. Oh she's so funny i've got no words to describe. She really lives up to her last name 'Degeneres'. If you realised, it has the same pronounciation as 'The Generous'. HAHAHA.

  

Woke up the next day at 12.30pm, freaking out the moment i saw my phone. I totally forgot i was meeting Charlotte and Amanda at 1pm for the medical check up. Hurriedly bathed and stuff. Reached AMK at 2pm. The queue was outragous. We reached the clinic before 3.30pm, and left there at 5pm. Saw Josephine there! Had a little chat with her about our weight and school issues. Why doesnt she believe me that it's her bones that are heavy?! If i had some caucasian blood in me, i swear i'd be fat as hell.

Extremely heavy bones + overflowing amount of fats = ........... hella fat.  

Went to Serangoon Garden's My Village to get Subway because on my way home, i suddenly craved for it. It was my only meal of the day. Mom fetch me, Charlotte and Amanda back to my place and we just slacked there like pigs.

Charlotte was mad crazy over videos of The House 2. LOL I really cannot take it when people suddenly grab me when they're scared. Cuz i'd freak out too. & for that split second when they grab me, i'd think that they are something else. Something extra terrestrial. HAHAHA. Sorry i'm too imaginative.

They left at around 9pm and time flew so damn fast. It's already 10.30pm!? I don't even remember what i did for the past 1h30min, honestly speaking.

OH! My mother bought tickets to watch The Illusionists perform!!!! If you dont know who they are, they are magicians from all over the world!! I just think magicians are cool.

Here's a trailer of them.

The mentalist........ I've always been thinking how the hell do they do such things. Not that i can figure out HOW they actually do it. But hmmmm i'm gonna see it live, that's new. :P
Did i mentioned that Andrew Basso, the Escapologist, is hot? HAHAHA. He's from Italy yo!!!

I have decided on something. I will start working if i really get into Lasalle. Cuz school only starts in August for Lasalle. Wadahell. It's like another 4 months of holiday. I think i will go insane since everyone else will already be schooling. So either i go work, or my parents send me some place out of Singapore to enjoy for at least 2 months, which is more than highly impossible. HAHA.

  

 I don't know why but recently i'm like excited for the audition. If only March had an earlier audition date..... They showed me 5 audition dates. 2 of them were beginning of Feb and end of Feb, 1 was late March, and the other 2 were April. I kinda feel like i will flop in the audition since the dance genres arent really my kinda of thing and considering my size, it just seems kinda hysterical to even say i have 50% chance of getting into Lasalle. Well~~~~ you know what? I'll just go there, feel the music and pretend that it is Lyrical Jazz. If there are pirouettes, i'll just freaking turn with all my might. If there are flexibility movements, wow bonus point for me. I hope they can see the passion in me when they interview me. I've already prepared what i'm gonna say.

I can't imagine what i'll be like if i really complete the dance diploma. 

1. OMG AM I GONNA BE SLIM?

2. OMG AM I GONNA LOOK GRACEFUL? ^-^

3. OMG AM I GONNA GET SEXY FIGURE?

4. OMG IS THIS A DREAM?

  OH MY GOD. :)

Yes this is my dream. To be a dancer. An official dancer despite my size.

Rich? So what?

You know, I hate how people who are not so rich look upon the rich people. Not all rich people are bad. Some kids are spoilt, but some are NOT! Some rich people overuses their power, but some DONT! Some of the kids just wants to be treated normally. If you don't already know, I belong to a quite rich family. I hate how some people treat me. You do realised that its our PARENTS that are rich, and not us, right? They having alot of money does not equivalent to me being rich. Yes I do get more luxury than other people but that doesnt mean i should be treated differently from people living in HDB flats. I get the same allowance as most 17 year olds get. I go to government schools like most of you guys.

Sometimes when it comes to money, people love to shoot sentences like "Why do you even have to worry about money? Your family is rich.", "You're a princess at home. There's nothing for you to think about." to me. RICH RICH RICH. I WISHED I WAS RICH. Cuz if i was, i'd be using the money to travel all the places i want to go during this long boring 6months holiday. When you people shoot those sentences to me, what kind of reply do you expect me to give? "Oh yeah true. I've got lots of money. You want some?" WHAT THE HELL, EXCUSE ME I'M NOT SNOBBY. I didn't choose to be in this family. I'm just here. & my luck is probably just a tad better since I get all these luxuries. I may not be exposed to the world as much as street smart people are, but i want to try and blend in. NOT A VERY HARD THING HUH?

If you're thinking why i'm posting such irrelevant stuff, I just want to say something on behalf of the people who are in the same state as me. Maybe movies have shown that rich people are snobbish, selfish, evil, arrogant and stuff. But that's in the movies! In the real world, snobbish, selfish and evil rich people are really not that rich. They just ACT like they are to be around people of a higher class. They flaunt things around that are probably still on loan just because the real rich people will make them feel like they belong. YOU UNDERSTAND NOW?

Ok enough with the blabbering. I'm going to meet the ladies at 7pm later to have dinner and then catch a This Means War with them. It's amanda's birthday!!! That calls for a celebration! Haha~

What a day

WASSUP. I got cheated by my mother early in the morning today. She told me that we would go Plaza Singapura at around 11am yesterday. So regardless of the fact that i slept at almost 4am, i woke up at 9.30am. My mother then text me and said she changed her schedule as she decided to go in the afternoon. My throat was in a very bad condition so i couldn't get back to sleep. 5hours of sleep is not enough!!!! Sigh i didnt follow her in the end because she said she kinda had plans for herself. 

Amanda came in the afternoon to slack around. She came in such a bad timing. I was about to fall asleep and she sent me a text saying that she was already at my doorsteps. Arghhhh. So we slacked till around 5pm. She offered me a couple of chocolates and i got mad hyper because of it. Went to meet Jai at around 6pm to shop around. I remembered seeing a F21 pullover that i liked the previous time i went there, but they kinda changed their stuff there when me and Jai went there just now. Awww :( Headed to Bugis to shop. Stayed there till around 9 and we decided to head home.

You know, i kinda think my blog bores people out, and i would like to apologise for that. It's kinda more of a diary than whatever kind of blogs other people have. I'm not popular and stuff so i don't think anyone would bother about what happens in my life. IT'S OK~ I enjoy blogging. I love writing nonsense. Hehe and i have no clue why. Right now, I'm kinda hungry but i'm holding in my hungriness because of the time. It's 12.00AM!!!!! & that means....... 

IT'S AMANDA'S BIRTHDAY!!!! HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!!

 (Supposed to be a GIF but it didnt move when i uploaded here T_T, so i just put the photos side by side)

Happy birthday fashion addict!!! Really glad i've befriended you and no doubt we'll still stay as close knowing that we're entering the same school! Don't worry about Lasalle. Even if i miraculously get accepted, we'll still be as close i guarentee that OK?! Luvchuuuuu :*

행복한 여자들 너무 이쁜

I wish i can draw, but i can't. So..... here's a DIGITAL sketch of me. HAHA... Okay obviously it's a webcam effect~ Doesn't it look good!? I really wish someone sketches me beautifully next time. Hmmmm~

Never had friends who could really draw very well until i met my cliquemates. I have 4 out of 7 babes in my clique who draws really well. I never fail to be amazed everytime i see their artwork. It's just amazingly good!!! Wow those talented hands...~ I'm so envious hahaha.

As usual, my day started at 2pm. HAHA caught up with the newest episode of The Lying Game and then i started to feel hungry. So i was thinking if i should get Ben&Jerry's. Hmmmm yes i bought it! :P

It's just yummy beyond words!!! :)

I'm certain my tummy capacity shrunk by ALOT. Usually, i'm able to finish the whole tub in one go, which is like 4 servings? This time, i only ate 1 serving and i'm full. The rest of the icecream is still in the fridge and i'm saving it for later~ Hehe.

Do you remember what i posted yesterday? The one I said about my mom calling me Shanpire? You know what? I guess I'm becoming one...

Can you see my supposedly left side of my face is 'sparkling'? HAHAHA... I'm like Edward Cullen, HUH? :P I think the sunlight that's hitting off my face is giving off a pretty cool effect, dont ya think? :P

 Alrighty, i'm gonna try and correct my bodyclock tonight, again. God knows if it'll work but, no harm trying.

안녕~~~

Shanpire

Hi. It's another day. My day started at 2pm today. Had my BreakLunNer at 4.30pm. Watched afew episodes of The Secret Life of An American Teenager. Uh huh yes I've yet again, started on a new show. This show has like i think 5 seasons or something. Wow i've got loads to catch up. Then i got sleepy. I don't quite remember what time i fell asleep. Probably near 6pm. & I slept all the way till 9pm. My mom calls me a Shanpire now. My name's Shanette, and she thinks i'm a vampire. So she joined both words up and that's how she got Shanpire... HAHA.

When i woke up, i ate a sinful KFC eggtart :( Not cuz i was hungry. I just wanted to eat something, my mouth was itchy!! Caught up with Gossip Girl's latest episode afew minutes ago. Then i got bored and i went to my previous blog, dated from Nov 2010 - May 2011. I can't believe there are still people who view that blog.. You can go click it, i've linked it under my "Profile". I seriously wonder where i get all those viewers from :O I've got more than 1000 viewers from South Korea in my previous blog. Hmmm maybe because i set my language as Korean for it and some of my post titles were in Korean HAHA.. & how do Americans even find my blog???! I don't get it..

 Well just keep coming ok~ It makes me feel happy that foreigners are reading my blog LOL. Even if you're not a regular reader, i'm still thankful that you've somewhat landed on my blog. Hehehe hi everyone!! :)

I haven't really been keeping up with the K-pop stories lately. I'm so off about it :( Because tumblr's been shitty these days. People that i follow are changing hearts. LOL usually the tumblogs that i follow, are mad fanbloggers. Like i'm crazy over SHINee, so i go find SHINee tumblogs. However recently, I've been getting lots of photos and GIFs on people whom i'm not even interested in!!! Makes me feel irritated, hence, i don't want to go Tumblr. I can understand if i'm following a personal tumblr. But usually i don't! So yeah... Turns me off in a way I guess.

Ok so lately I've been watching alot of shows and correct me if i'm wrong about this. You know what I don't understand about fathers? They like to protect their teenage daughters from dating teenage guys cuz guys that age only go for one thing, and that's sex. Yet they don't realise they were young once and they actually did something to another teenage girl once. HELLO???? Don't start by saying that its BECAUSE they were young once and they know more than us and hence, they can stop us from doing what we want. I'm not saying ALL fathers did that. But i'm sure what i'm saying is a fact. LOL. If you're kinda mindfucked by what i've just said, i'm not trying to say we shouldnt listen to our fathers. I'm trying to say they shouldnt stop us from dating. & WE(girls) shouldnt be so stupid to have sex at this age.
Main point: Guys should cut their dicks off. HAHAHAHA.
C'mon~ I don't understand why falling in love means going to bed(having sex) to teenage guys. Are you serious???! Anyway... I kinda see myself as a spinster in the future honestly. HAHAHA.

I NEED TO GET OUT OF MY HOUSE. 2 DAYS HOME AND I'M ALREADY GETTING SICK OF IT. BUT I DON'T THINK THERE'S ANYWHERE TO GO???? I want to get out of Singapore! :(

 (I'm so gonna be his stan when he debuts.)

Guilty Pleasure

You know what's one of my most guilty pleasures? 

Looking at pretty pretty really very pretty clothings that i can never imagine myself in. When I'm bored, i just surf the internet and look at pretty and tall people in beautiful clothes I wish I owned.

Sigh. I guess it's kinda true when people say some girls are just lazy to dress up. I sometimes feel that way. I live in Singapore. It's such a hot place and I don't see the point of dressing up and putting on make up. I'm gonna quote Amanda, "You dress for yourself." Guess that's kinda true but still.... :( I don't know. I feel sad for myself. I don't know how to love myself, don't know how to embrace my own body, don't have any confidence when it comes to MYSELF. 

 I love this white dress. Can you imagine me in it? My fat, short, full of flaws legs? My meaty arms?

 I love her choice of skirt and blouse. But, well, look at her size. I'm almost 2 times her size.

 What am i compared to this?

 I love this kind of tank. But i can never wear such tanks because i'll NEVER look good in them.

I love her boots. That's because it looks good on her small legs. I bet her thighs are the size of my calves.

Seriously I'm not trying to make myself look so bloody bad. I just.... feel out of place. I picture people laughing at me every time I try to be a girl. You know I feel like I'm not supposed to be born a girl? Other girls out there wears beautiful clothes and not be judged. But when I do, people look at me like I'm a freak. HUH? I don't get it. I don't have 2 balls and 1 long thing in between my legs. Wait no. Even guys can be fashionable and I like it. SO WHY CAN'T I????! I'm a freaking girl.. 

GOD K WHY THE FUCK AM I OVERSIZED IN THE FIRST PLACE? I SWEAR I WANT TO KNOW REWIND TIME TO KNOW WHAT I'VE BEEN EATING WHEN I WAS YOUNG THAT I'M SO BLOODY FATTY NOW. 

Irritating girls can eat 5 meals a day and not put one even 1 pound. I FREAKING EAT 1 MEAL A DAY AND I CAN BE SO FAT. Damn it man damn it. Don't talk to me about metabolism rate because i know of people who eats 5 meals a day and doesn't exercise and still remains her weight. 

If god asks me what's the most unfair thing in the world, I'd say my fucking size.     

(Sorry I exploded.)

Burn out

This is going to be another wordy post... Didnt took any photos today and was rather tired and sleepy and all sorts of emotions that are related to that.

I slept at 6am this morning. I set my alarm at 10 because i needed to inform my mom that i'm going out. So, slept at 6am, woke up afew times cuz of my cough, then at 10 to inform mom, then at 11 for no reason and finally woke up at 12. To be exact, i prolly slept for only 5hours or so. Ok..... Hurriedly bathed and stuff like that. Left house at 1.30pm. I don't know what has gotten into me today. I actually decided to wear a bodycon/bandage skirt and heels that are prolly 2 inches tall. Of course i made it casual by wearing some random cropped tee that is not so cropped. LOL. God i'm honestly not making sense. I guess it was meant to be a cropped tee but i bought it at a larger size so it looked like a normal tee.

I was texting Charlotte on the way to the MRT station and by her messages, i figured i could be on the same train as her. So i told her which door i was at and told her to walk to me :P Went to Cityhall to meet the others and had lunch at The Soup Spoon. Tremendously filling. I was so full i felt like an inflated balloon.. Walked around there and kinda window shopped a little~ It got boring as time passed so we decided to head to Town, AGAIN.

Honestly.... I'm not a very alert person. I was talking to one of the girls and texting someone at the same time. Then someone whom i thought was one of the girls which turned out to be some woman that i've never seen before kept talking to me. If you know me, i cannot multitask at all! It took me like more than 10 seconds to realised she was talkin to me. When i finally realised what was going on, she said something like "Don't worry i'm not here to promote or sell things to you" in Chinese. I couldnt really catch what she was saying. All i remembered was her asking if i was a Singaporean and said that my face features were unique????? LOL wth she kept pointing at my face. Then she asked for my name and number. So, i'm kinda like scouted to be a model for this weird agency that has been going around Orchard picking people to be their models. Its the same company Andrea, Liqian and Geraldine were scouted by.

After she left, i kinda got why she picked me. I probably stood out from the crowd. -_- LOL

165cm + 2inches(5cm) = 170cm. HELLO that's kinda tall yo. Honestly she couldnt possibly see my features unless she was infront of me. I DONT REMEMBER HER BEING INFRONT OF ME. So whatever~ Kinda happy that she picked me though. Makes me feel.... not so ugly HAHAHAHA. 

Hmmmm now that i've calculated my height, i seriously think singaporean guys need to drink more milk or something. If i didnt remember wrongly, there were so little guys taller than me. Most of them were either my height(170cm for today) or shorter. Guys who were taller than me were all caucasians believe it or not. omfg. 170cm?! A MALE?! Yo gentlemen please grow please. Girls are getting taller these days. YOU NEED TO GROW. Or else stuff insoles into your shoes HAHAHA.. Best part is most of the time i am not even standing straight. Sigh is Singapore a midget country or what tsk.

Ok back to my day. We walked around Ion and Wheelock for awhile and waited for Jai to come. After she came, we continued walking around. Bumped into Jazreel and Brenda at Wheelock. Went to Dhoby for dinner at Just Acia. The food was delicious, but i was so full.... God 2 meals a day for me is just a killer really. We then went back to Orchard again to walk around...

My legs were aching badly. LOL i dont know why. Maybe because i was turned off by the fact that i had no money to shop. Nah actually i dont like being IN a shopping mall. Places like Orchard, i prefer to be walking on the streets and looking at buildings and people. Especially at night... I love the atmosphere, the feel. Same goes for Korea. I just love the fact that i'm there, enjoying the breeze, the place, the atmosphere. I was expecting that we'd be walking around but no. We kept being stuck in the same shop for so long that i got so damn bored.  

When the clock hit 9.30, i couldnt take it anymore. I knew i wasnt gonna get anything and whatever they were seeing, was nothing that interests me. So i went home. & yes i'm home right now, feeling so comfortable phew~

I'm gonna go bathe right now, then probably drink a cup of choco milk(I'M STILL CONTEMPLATING -_-), and watch some show~ Wow my "night life" is awesome ok. :) Hehehehehe buhbye

Killer thoughts deep in the night

It's 3.38am in the morning now.
Can I just say this post is just for..... nonsensical thoughts? I mean I might wake up later in the morning, look at this again and go like, "DID I ACTUALLY POSTED THIS?!" Yes. I'm currently having one of those FML moments where I just can't get to sleep obviously because I'm thinking of stuff I don't really wish to think about.

I thought about Poly, about Lasalle, about clothes, about weight issues, about almost everything in my life for almost 2hours now. And for your information, night thoughts are ALWAYS negative. What the hell.

I have this strong feeling in me that I'm not going to enjoy the next 3 years of my life. I'm going to meet irritating people whom I just simply can't click with. I'm going to be judged by many people because I cannot dress well, I don't dress like a girl and stuff like that. God I just need 1 true friend I swear.

Thoughts on how I need to slim down is extremely overwhelming tonight. & it's all because of one shorts. So I bought a new shorts earlier this week which is US size 6. Usually for shorts I'd get 8 because I have fat thighs. When I took size 6, my mother gave me a really doubtful look because the shorts looked really small.
Mom: You sure that's your size?
Me: uh yeah? my previous shorts too loose for me.
Mom: It looks really small.
Me: I can fit la! you want me to try issit? wait. -rushes to the dressing room, but didn't try cuz there were too many people-
Mom: You don't need to try if it's your size.
All I could think of at that moment was "Did I freaking put on weight?" She made me thought that I really bought the wrong size so I went to try immediately when I reached home. It fitted perfectly. I totally heaved a sigh of relief.

Then all night I've been thinking.......... about being small size. I MEAN HOW CUTE WOULD THAT BE? This is Singapore, not freaking USA. Who gives a shit about being tall? Every freaking Singaporean guy is getting shorter each year. You mean you'd like your boyfriend to be half a head shorter than you?! That's just a really humongous turn off I swear. Not that I can do anything to my height so I've already accepted the fact that I'm considered tall in Singapore. I would like to wear heels everyday, though. NOT BECAUSE I WANNA BE TALL, BUT BECAUSE I WANNA LENGTHEN MY DAMN SHORT PIG LEGS. But I can't. It might make my legs hurt like mad crazy and I might look like a freaking giant, about to wallop them anytime when I'm with my friends. Sigh. What is this? Inproportionate body I accept, but at least give me a short body and long legs, not long body short legs right?! -.- (I don't get why I'm whining over issues that can never change.)

Dang. Time check: 4.05am.

I gotta wake up before freakin 10am later. I really don't know what time I'll fall asleep.... Insomnia is driving me more than insane. Is there a medicine that can make me sleep, for 8 hours straight without waking up? DUH SLEEPING PILLS. Seriously, where do I get sleeping pills from? I've never seen it in my entire life. My parents keep telling me to sleep early. AS IF IT'S SO EASY. I switched off my computer, didn't touch my phone and tried to sleep for 2 whole hours. Did I sleep? NO. I end up thinking all sorts of nonsense and end up posting my nonsense thoughts. Awesome.... My whole body system is so screwed I can't think of anything else to say.

Hugs and kisses

Since the clock as already struck 12, it's 18th Febuary, and that means......................

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAIDANAH-AH-AH-AH

She's the best girlfriend ever and you can NEVER EVER DOUBT THAT. :D Though i knew her only 3 years instead of the supposedly 5(if i went to Bishan Park Secondary in Sec1), there's still the strong scary(HEHEHE) bond between us that is worth more than 5 years. Yeah we'll all grow old together hehoha. I love you pabz~♥

We caught Midnight In Paris today at Cineleisure. That was just one weird show... As usual, walked around town here there everywhere. I suggested to go find Amanda at her workplace. But when we reached there she wasnt there :( Probably out for lunch. Then we went to find Andrea, and guess who we saw? AMANDA!!! What a coincidence... Haha had dinner at Charlie Brown's Cafe. Sat there and chatted for quite awhile. I love the atmosphere there. It feels so good. After that we walked to Abercrombie and Fitch building. That place was da bomb, except for the freakin strong manly cologne. It's very unique i can say, but the clothes look all the same. I guess i just like how they make the whole place so mysterious.

Reached home at 10 and was busy the whole 2hours and now i'm still busy blogging nonsense. I've been wanting to drink water and almost 3hours have passed and i havent had a single sip. GOD. & i havent even watched any episodes of The Lying Game. I'm like dying to watch it and i will after blogging, which is right now! See ya guys. Tomorrow, whoops i mean today, will be a fun fun day! HOHO

Mundane life

Hi everybody. It's another typical day at home. I think i've been using this sentence for many posts. SORRY my life's that boring.

I woke up at 1pm this very day, laid on my bed for an hour, ate breakfast cereal at 2.30 and then felt tired already. Seriously, what kind of lifestyle is this? I can only recall pigs does such things. HAHA. I was in the stoning mood the whole day. I really don't know what i did the whole day. Cuz afterall messing around with my own phone, it was already 7pm. So i ate dinner and alot of other nonsense and then it was 9pm.

LOL Skyped with Jai till now. Initially there were 2 photos that she took of me. But somehow she claimed she lost one of them. LOL whatever i'm gonna dig it out no matter what the next time i use her computer. As for now, i've started this new show called "The Lying Game". Sigh needa probably get Pretty Little Liars DVD if i wanna continue watching it and as for House of Anubis, i guess i'm foregoing it since they never upload the complete season..

My face is getting from bad to worst as the day passes and i dont know what to do with it. Guess i shall just leave it as it is... Oh & i'm not liking my new poly school mates. I cannot click with them at all sigh. Whatever i'm just thinking on the bright side. There is a total of 40 student intakes for my course. & currently, i only know like 5/6 of them, which is a very small amount only. THANK THE LORD. Please give me some normal people that i can mix with............ Don't give me childish idiots that i wish to punch everyday when i go school :(

[TO MY FUTURE CLOSE FRIEND IN POLY, OBVIOUSLY THIS DOESNT REFER TO YOU.]

Jaicharnette's day at my house

Heya pretty lil things i'm back with another post woohoo!!! Clap your hands!!!! LOL okay chilled with Jai and Charlotte today. Had my lunch with them at Nex and then went to my house. Major webcam spam!!!! But i'm not gonna post all.. Cuz seriously some of them, you can't even recognise us. 

Charlotte looks like a freakin pontianak.

Spot charlotte LOL

These are a few examples of what i meant when i said you cant even recognise us. 

(NOT MEANT FOR PEOPLE WITH A WEAK HEART)

It's Jai on the left, followed by Charlotte in the middle, then me on the right. 

Oh well. Afterall i did spammed quite a number of photos. If you managed to reach to the end of this, HOHO grats to you. Tomorrow is gonna be once again, a boring day. Cuz i'll be at home, ALONE, with no shows to watch. :( Sigh should i just buy pretty lil liars' dvd? It's so expensive though :( Sigh i rather spend the money on something else.. Guess i'll just decide on what to do in the later part of the night. HMMM or should i say tomorrow morning? HAHA. Screwed bodyclocks...

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!!!! ♥

Who's my DATE for Valentines???? TADA! It's been revealed! The 4 girls on top hohoho~ It's been an awesome, tiring day today. We saw couples on the streets, people carrying balloons and roses and weird valentine stuff. WELL WHO CARES ABOUT THAAAT?!

Went to Town today and just walked anywhere, everywhere. Had lunch at about 2-ish and then we started walking. God it was at 6-ish my legs started aching so badly and most of us were tired so we decided to head to Coffee Bean to rest and drink some coffee. I totally forgotten that chocolate makes me mad hyper and ordered Double Chocolate ice blended, COFFEE based. GOD I'm CRAZY. 

Poor Charlotte, had to suffer my extreme craziness. She was somewhat my 'target' of the night. HAHAHA. Aw she's awesome no matter what though really. I was disturbing her boyfriend(Apple) on the way back. Charlotte and i were so happily talking on the train and was suddenly disrupted by Apple's phonecall. ROARRR. 

Okie dokie so i went way crazy the whole evening. Literally making so much noise everywhere i go after that coffee. God ._. Someone tell me why chocolate stuff makes me so crazy.... I'm so weird. LOL. We went to New look, which was our last stop of the day and was inside for very long. I DONT KNOW WHAT WE WERE DOING. I was bored and decided to take photos. After taking like almost more than 20 shots, this sales lady told us we couldnt take photos in the shop. TOO BAD~ WE ALREADY DID LOL! 

Hahaha it was a really an awesome day. Kinda sad Jai and Yvonne couldnt join us, if not i'm sure it'd be an even more awesome day since it's full house. BWAHAHA. Since i started the post with a group photo, now i shall end it off with another group photo! 

Happy Valentine's Day everybody!!! 

Spread your love! 

xoxo♥