Sunkissed Skin

You know what? I couldnt resist it. I was thinking if i should post aboout my new craze over this rookie group called NU'EST. & YES I SHOULD LOL.

So, NU'EST is previously called Pleadis Boys. Everyone of them are born in the year 1995 except Aron, whose born in 1993. The guy is so femme fatal to me, is named Kim Jong Hyun, AKA JR.

So i was just finding out information about him. Then i found out he's the leader of the group, dances and raps too. WHICH PART OF HIM LOOKS LIKE A 17 YEAR OLD???? LOL Wait, to be exact he's only 16 since his birthday is on the 8th June. Jonghyun has so much attitude in the MV LOL!!! He reminds me of Mir. I saw videos of him during a fan meet that was held on Valentine's Day and only to realise he is more to the cuter side, not cool.  

WELL, cute or cool, he's still damn attractive to me and so are 2 other members named Baekho and Aron. Wow hot max~~~!

It's so weird to know that there are idols are there of the same age as you because you tend to compare them to yourselves. "They are 17, i am 17. WHAT THE? I'm here doing nothing while they are there dancing and being famous LOL. epic fail." I really dont feel like 17 at all. Everytime i hear "1995", the first thing that comes into mind is "Wow so young". & then i realise, Oh! I'm 1995 liner too. -_- Yeah i feel like i'm only 15. I don't know why.

OK NOW LET'S TALK ABOUT MY THAILAND TRIP!!!

PLEASE. DO. NOT. MISTAKEN. HE. IS. MY. BLOOD. BROTHER. NOT. BOYFRIEND -_-

So i did nothing the first day. By the time we reached the hotel, it was already 6.30pm, which is 7.30pm SGT. Decided to just stay in the hotel since we were all tired and stuff. Can't believe i fell asleep before 10pm the first day. I just totally knocked out. Woke up numerous times throughout the night for no reason and finally woke up for good at 7am.

There was this complimentary tourguide so my parents decided to follow her. Wtf we went temple and some stupid gemstone place that totally bored me to death. My whole morning was just so boring i assumed my whole trip would be boring. BUT! After the gemstone place, the driver took us to MBK, a shopping mall and my mood changed 360 degrees. HAHA. 1st, there were so many hot caucasians over there. 2nd, there were so many shops to look at. 3rd, SO MANY HOT PEOPLE STILL.

Walked around there till 4pm and headed back to the hotel to put down our stuff, rested for a lil while and headed to Platinum, another huge shopping mall which was right beside our hotel. My mother ah.... She can't walk for long and just kept complaining her legs hurt. So we kept having to rest.

Woke up early too, and went to chatuchak. It's an enormous place that sells almost everything you want. However, its so big you can hardly finish the whole place because it's like an outdoor place and the weather in Thailand is way hotter than Singapore. It is about 5 times bigger than Bugis Street. I guess it's a tourist spot because i see lots of tourists. *So many hot guys ahhhhhh*

Went to see those puppies that they sold there and it was soooooooo extremely cute. I'm loss for words. Usually, when i look at those cute lil puppy photos, i'd go mad crazy. Can you imagine how noisy i was when i saw it REAL LIFE? RIGHT IN FRONT OF ME? It was so cute, i almost died on the spot hahahaha.

Then my whole family went to the fish side. Those moments were fucking hell to me believe it or not. I FELT LIKE I WENT THROUGH A JUNGLE. Other than fishes, they displayed disgusting worms and earthworms and whatever wriggly shit. There were some scorpion lookalike shit too and other disgusting insects which totally gave me goosebumps. HATE THOSE STUFF!!!!! We stayed there so long because my brother took such a bloody long time to choose his whatever nonsense fishes.

After we finished, we just walked around like a boss and i just kept looking around for hot guys. LOL I bet everyone was staring around too. The whole 3 days over there i felt stared everywhere i went. It was uncomfortable because at first i thought i looked abnormal or something. But..... LOL how can i be abnormal....~

When there are caucasians around i feel so happy. I feel like a blend in with them. Not features wise, but size and dressing wise. They disregard their size and wear anything they like and they are people who prefer to wear little clothes. So it kinda gave me confidence to wear sleeveless clothings for the past 3 days. I prefer to wear lesser clothes because idk.. it feels more cooling? LOL my closet has ALOT of sleeveless clothes but i feel like if i wear it in Singapore i'll be judged. -_- lol. It was so hot! I feel like even wearing a tshirt is damn warm!!! Oh plus almost everyone there was tall because most of them were caucasian tourists. I felt so good because i didnt need to like hide my height to blend in with the surroundings.

So we travelled around Bangkok by Taxi. I hated it. The weather was so hot and the heat kept seaping through the windows. I always sat in the middle and kept being squashed by my brother and mother. ARGH. So uncomfortable and they were always major sweaty and sticky. Ewwwwww.

My father kept making the whole family eat and eat and eat AND EAT. I think i gained like fucking 2kg in 4 days. I'm so scared to check my weight now. Why can't he understand that male's metabolism rate and female's are DIFFERENT. He burns fats so fast. I TAKE YEARS!!!! He can eat 5kg of food and lose 5kg in less than a month but i cant!! Argh, kept spoiling my plan on slimming down. I swear i felt so tortured man. EAT FOOD ALSO FEEL TORTURED. LOL duh cuz i'm fucking fat and unless he got da money to let me go for liposuction, HE SHOULD STOP FEEDING ME LIKE SOME PIG.

Then my mom kept arguing with me because i kept saying i was slim enough. Seriously................................ Maybe if i'm in Australia or whatever english country, I'd probably not bother about my size that much. Just because i'm smaller size than her DOESNT MEAN I'M SLIM. I told her a millions times my weight never changed at all and she kept saying i looked like 55kg. WOW lol. -_-

I'm always pissed when people tell me nonsense. If i slimmed down and i know i did, NO ONE SAYS ANYTHING. You know how much it pisses me off..... When i put in the effort to do something and no one sees it. & when i do nothing, people will just say something that doesnt even make sense. It's like that person is trying to entertain you in a non-entertaining manner. Argh. Can't they understand that i'll eat when i'm hungry? Their way of eating is really too absurd. Every few hours eat something. & their "something" is VERY FATTENING. NO WONDER THEY ARE THAT SIZE. I don't want to be so big in size and i'm trying so hard but they just keep spoiling my plan. CANT TAKE IT.

On the 2nd day of our Bangkok trip, my dad totally got angry with me because he bought 4 freaking fat donuts and i kept declining. I WAS STILL DAMN FULL. What the? I didnt know declining food is a crime. Argh now i gotta make sure i lose away all the unwilling nonsense food that i ate for the past 4 days.   

Daddy: Eh come come look here. Take photo for memory. (LOL WTH, but it turned out not so bad ooooo~)

Ok. Sorry for the sudden rant. I'm just unhappy that i put on weight because i ate food that i didnt want to eat lol.

Went back Chatuchak the last day again because we didnt finish shopping around. Then we had to go back to the hotel to take our luggages because our flight was at 6.45pm. We had a driver to drive us to the airport. 1hour drive.... Waited to be boarded and i told my family i wouldnt eat the food that the plane give. BUT I STILL DID AND YOU WANNA KNOW WHAT'S MY REASON? Hahaha i'm such a gay person but.... it's because there was this extremely hot thai steward on board. He speaks english so well that my mom thought he was an American. I was like "NO! I heard him speak thai." & he had Nichkhun's face features!!! So tall and hairstyle so awesome.. He reminded me of a guy i used to be crazy about in Church, let's just name him J. In short, he is a mixture of Nichkhun&J. HAHA. Awesome mixture man no joke.

We sent Yvonne off today. She's on her way to Perth right now. Hopefully she likes my gift. 

I'm such a weird kid. I suck so bad at Arts&Craft but everytime when it comes to presents, i love DIY stuff. I feel like it's more meaningful. It's like da one and only in the world. Haha.

Wow this post is soooooooooo long. I'm sure it has exceeded 1000words. Hmmm actually i think most of my posts exceeds 1000words. Hehe.

D-7 LASALLE AUDITION

I want to get in. I don't want to go NYP.(honestly.. LOL.)