Marvelous day!!!

I know my posts have been really extremely wordy these days and some of you won't even bother to read after this line, i apologise about that. I just love spamming words, can't help it.

I was lost when i first stepped into the space outside of NYP's Auditorium. Everyone was sitting in their assigned groups but there were no labels anywhere and i couldnt find my group mates. After looking around for almost 5minutes, i finally found them and sat with them till further instructions were given.

We had this monumental rush game from half of the morning till half of the afternoon. It was damn tiring. Try walking from Yio chu kang station to AMK station. & I don't mean just going through a shortcut or something. We got these challenges that we had to complete on our way. Eg. Taking photos of this place, that place, to prove that we've been walking. There were so many challenges and we kept walking at a very fast speed.

My group had lunch at AMK's MCD and saw many other groups over there too. I didn't want to eat, because my mom made me ate a very oily popiah in the morning. Plus i wasn't hungry. BUT they didn't believe me! This guy friend whom i've made friends with, named Junxiang, kept asking if i wanted to eat. I told him i wasn't hungry. "Poor ah?" LOL that was his response. I'm like LOLOL that comment's a first.. He then offered me his fries. Aw how nice. All i could think of was fats, so i rejected it. Then my group leader asked why i didn't eat. Blah it kept going on. They kept thinking i'd faint halfway if i didnt eat because we still had to walk alot after lunch.

After all those drama mama, we went to complete those nonsensical challenges and one of them was to take back an Old Chang Kee wrapper. The aunty didnt want to give us so one of us had to buy something. Leader knew i didnt eat and asked if i wanted to get anything. I'm like "fuck it's fatty." in my head.  BUT THEY KEPT ASKING SIGH..... So i had no choice but to say yes. She told me to pick what i wanted to eat and she paid for me. Oh my holy god, speaking of this.... I HAVEN'T PAID HER BACK. Oh god. Ok. OK....... So on the way, i ate it. They saw me eating and kept teasing me saying that i was actually hungry. I'm like "WHAAAAT..." I'm just trying to be nice right. They wanted the wrapper so i just eat la. LOL.

Reached back NYP at 3pm. Had a little chat with Junxiang about dance while waiting for the leader to transfer the pictures to the other leaders' computer. SEE, if there's a related topic to talk about, it'll be so much easier!!! At first, he was asking about my shoes. Like where i bought it from and stuff. I told him and he said he wanted to get one of those for dance. When i heard the word "dance", i'm like "ooooo! what dance do you do!" Haha. That's a really automatic reaction from me if i know of someone who dances~ So interesting to find out such things LOL. Dance turns me ON. Haha.

Ok after the wait, we headed into the auditorium and listened to the boring old man(director of my school.) crap about all sorts of nonsense which i honestly don't remember cuz i was sleeping half of the time. After his talk, the seniors took over the stage. They are just a bunch of entertaining, hilarious and spontaneous people~~~.... That's why i said i was jealous of the bond they have between each other. I was laughing 9/10 of the time man.

Orientation ended at 6pm with a buffet dinner. After that, headed to SCAPE to find Liqian. Dance dance dance~ It's been so long since i headed to Oschool to dance. The routine was fantastic. It's simple and sexy and weeeeeee~ my style of dance. Reached home at about 10.30pm.

I think i'm gonna be in a dance competition. This is so sudden and last minute. Oh my god I don't even know how's it's gonna turn out. I shall update this site with photos of my orientation and details about the competition tomorrow.

Going to Lasalle for the dance diploma is like going to a girl's school. LOL I won't be able to mix with guy friends :( I won't have guy friends sobs. Like i said in my past posts, sometimes guys can be so much more entertaining and it's something girls can't exactly do. You know what i mean, i know you do. I've got a friend from Lasalle, who's a guy, in some design course which i don't remember exactly. He once told me before that it was kinda hard to make friends from the other diplomas. I'm just like wow, I guess i'm fated to be in a group full of girls. Seriously, ever since secondary school, the people that i'm with are ALL girls. I'm like not used to it seriously, even up till now.

From p3-p5, the girls and the guys always played together and it was so fun. Then i transferred to Zhonghua during PSLE year. Still, my so called clique at that point of time had like MANY guys. Ok that's because my class only had like 12 girls if i didn't remember wrongly. My P6 group of friends only had 4 females including me, the extra one cuz i came into the school so late, and probably around 5 other males. Wow actually i don't even know. I guess we were very bonded. YEAH BOND. Oh my god after typing for so long i realised it was the bonding that's the problem. In secondary school there were too many cliques around!!! No bonds in classes at all. Hmmm ok, at least i know my class wasnt bonded at all. All we did was acted close bleh. No fun at all. Sigh. WHERE'S DA BOND YO. NO BOND = NO GAME = NO FUN = LIFELESS. CHEH come to think of it cliques are not exactly a good thing. It segregates us from our other classmates. No offense everybody. I'm just stating down my opinion.  

On the way to SCAPE, I was thinking why I would wanna reject NYP. I like photography and videography. Overall i liked the modules in my course. Fuck man i was actually considering for that few minutes after orientation that i might stay in NYP. I was thinking about all the good things in NYP for that few minutes.

1. Great seniors.

2. Foreign Bodies.

3. I get to loan a DSLR.

4. I might get to use that weird biggy camcorder/video camera thing that only professionals use.

5. Many exciting outings held by my course coordinator.

But then again, dance is my priority. I want that route of life. I've been fucking DREAMING about it and it's finally happening. How can i let a stupid orientation like this change my life. SIAO. I think again, why did i even go the orientation in the first place? Now so many people's adding me on fb like some crazy shit and I accepted those i knew. I'm just gonna be another stranger on their facebook list soon enough. Why did i accept them!? My brain's not thinking.

I just psycho-ed myself out of this dilemma. I like my seniors more than i like my coursemates. It's my SENIORS that's trying to change my mind, not my coursemates. & It's not like i'm gonna have lessons with my seniors right? I'm gonna have lessons with my coursemates!!! Some of them are just.... too weird. I just couldn't find anyone to click with that's why my first day of orientation sucked so badly.

I'm gonna go back to NYP tomorrow to get my withdrawal letter. Get it over and done with.

As for now, byebye.