Unclickables.

You know what? I'm FUCKING lazy to post this right now and there's nothing much to talk about my life, but i still am.

I went for the Nanyang Poly orientation yesterday, and today's the second day of it. On the first day, it was hella boring. It was all talks and ice breakers in the afternoon. The ice breaking games werent even fun. I'm like "why the hell am i here..." 1stly, I'm too jealous looking at how bonded the seniors are, like their group of friends are mixed with both sexes. I've never had such things in my life. I think i'm really a, male repeller. 2ndly, i couldn't find anyone over there that has similar interests as me or at least something in common that we can talk about. Lastly, it was just so dull and boring to conclude everything.  

I only had 3hours of sleep the night before orientation. I think i'm insane. -_- Totally drowsy and sleepy the whole day. & the food they gave was just so shitty, i decided to skip lunch.

Went home yesterday AND FELL ASLEEP AT 10!!!! It was exactly 10. I guessed i really had a concussion that day because after i slept, and dreamt, i woke up at 11pm. My phone rang, and i seriously thought it was my alarm clock. All my alarm clocks had different ringtone, so i didn't bother to remember how it sounds. I took my phone, saw the time, and got a shock. I thought i was dreaming. "Huh 11.20pm only!?" -Shakes my phone a little (I DON'T EVEN KNOW WHY I DID THAT?!)- Checked the time again, and it was still 11.20pm. I seriously PINCHED myself, cuz i still thought i was dreaming. Wtf i got issues man. LOL.

Today, the first half of the day was freaking boring. The teacher in charge of the course was like telling us about ground rules and such. God..... I really thank you for opening me another path to go. Had lunch(only ate the dishes, not rice.) and then we were split into a group of 7 among the WHOLE SIDM cohort, and again, i didn't know anyone. I hate this. I hate not being able to find anyone that i can talk to. We just can't click!!!! There were 5 girls including me, and 3 other boys. One of the girls looked like an innocent 14 year old school girl. & another one reminded me of one of my dance juniors which was kinda irritating and freaky. Another 2 was just.... i don't know. Both of them were already friends so i'm kinda left alone. One of them was very hyper, always taking everyone's attention. So i'm like once again, invisible. God HATE. THAT. FEELING. Then the guys..... nahz i shall not talk about that, i've got no comments. 

So this group of 7, we sat there for 1hour, thinking about a stupid cheer. Oh my god. So boring. Headed to the stadium there and that was where the fun began. Actually it was not exactly fun because i was not bonded with anyone at all. We played this game, that has water involved. Because 7 per group was a little too small, all of us joined with another group of 7. This other group of 7 were fun people. Thats because their Orientation Group Leader(OGL) was fun and mad hyper.

We were supposed to wrap one of the team members into a Mummy using toilet rolls and the other team members have to protect the mummy from getting wet. Some members have to go throw water bombs at other mummies, some defend people from throwing the water bomb. My group act smart ah. All decided to like hide the mummy so instead of her getting wet, ALL OF US GET WET. They didn't think that if we got wet, she'd get wet too!!! LMFAO. I guessed some of the seniors knew our tactic. At first, the water bombs felt pain enough cuz they hit it directly at my damn face. Then, i suddenly felt even more water like, someone was holding a water host and splashing at us. 

Blah, so i got super wet. Hair, body, clothes, legs, EXCEPT FOR MY SHOES. How amazing is that? I don't even know how. Haha. After the game, we just sat there and see the seniors have fun. Then i started thinking again, when i can ever experience such fun, joy and laughter, lol.     

I really lethargic to carry right now. All i know is that i wanna get over and done with tomorrow because i'm gonna be an awkward cow tomorrow with the 6 "teammates". Sigh. My same sentence, WHY AM I GOING??????? What the shit. Sorry i'm such a complain queen lolz.

Bye bye.