Inspiration

I'M DONE WITH SEASON 1 OF DANCE ACADEMY!!!! Really loving that show alot. Already started with Season 2~ The thoughts that run through a real dancer's mind. The importance of dance. I love seeing all of them dance!!! So graceful, so light like a feather~ EVERYTHING ABOUT THAT SHOW IS AWESOME. So inspiring!!!! They inspire me, they really do. 

The one in Pink, Abigail.

The one is purple, Tara.

The one is blue, Katrina. 

All of them just look beautiful~!!!!! 

I think i'm gonna be home bound for the next few days. My eyes are really sore. The expired contacts.... I can't wear them. I've already ordered my contact lenses and am waiting for the store to call me so that i can collect them. How long am i supposed to wait!!! :( 

I'm kinda proud of myself for today!!!! I've only drank one cup of self made mocha! It's already 4pm! I'm happy there's finally self control!!! Must be the show! I see the girls so muscular and toned. So motivating. While watching the show, i'm like doing the tedious arm exercise Fredy taught us that day i went to his class. I want toned arms!!!!! I want toned thighs!!!! The only problem i have with my thighs are my fats IN BETWEEN them. I really don't know how to get rid of that, or tone it up. Irritating. IRRITATING!!!!!! 

I'm just afraid when work starts again, i'll start losing control over myself and start drinking 4-5 cups of drinks per day. NO NO NO THAT'S NOT GONNA HAPPEN!!! I'LL REJECT KEL'S OFFER WHEN HE GIVES ME FOOD. I'LL TELL HIM SCHOOL'S GONNA START AND I SERIOUSLY NEED TO DIET. Yes yes yes -shows determined face-