Pissed maximus

I'm currently in a fucking pissed mood. 

Work was alright today. I realised Xuejun loves to abuse me when Chris is around. ALWAYS!!! She treats me so bad when he's around. Chris came by in the morning just now after school and slacked in the shop. I got free food the whole day seriously....... I can't believe this. It's not that i wanna eat. It's just bad to keep saying no to them. Tsk. I came in at 11.30am this morning. Had wanton noodles for lunch. Boss bought for me and xuejun. IDK WHY TOO? Lol man it was already there when i reached. Wow. So how can i say no, right?! In the afternoon, while i was like cleaning up and stuff, boss suddenly took out a packet of fries and said he bought it for us. It tasted very good. Xuejun didnt eat alot! & i'm a sucker for fries..... I love fries alot. But i thought all three of us were sharing so i just ate very little. But everytime Kel takes one piece of it, he stuff the whole packet to me and tell me to eat. I'm like ARGHHHHHH..... So yeah i ended up eating. :( I also drank 2 cups of drinks over there. OK AT LEAST IT'S ONLY 2 CUPS!!! I maintained! Feels happy about that.

Now i shall tell you why i'm pissed. 

Topic of the day: 2 MAIDS IN ONE HOUSE IS UNNEEDED

I have 2 maids at home, if y'all dont know. One of them, Winnie, stayed with us since i was 12. So this is the 5th year she's with us. Another one, Nina, she was our house maid when i was 8-10. Yes she left us when i was 10 years old. She then came back to work with us when i was 15. So currently, it's her 3rd year with us. I've been living in hell for the last 2 years. I'm not kidding. Ever since she arrived, my whole life changed. 

I love Winnie. She's like my best friend honestly. I can talk to her about anything under the damn sky. Literally ANYTHING. I can talk about my bitchiness, guys that i like, my anger towards my parents sometimes. ANYTHING! But ever since that NINA came, everything changed. I can't talk to Winnie in private. Anything that i tell Winnie, Nina will know. & when i was 8-10, she was that bitch that never fails to tell my parents whatever wrongdoings that i do at home. If i get caning or whatever, IT'S HER FUCKING FAULT. So i couldnt talk to Winnie as regular as i used to. I felt so cooped up, seriously. 

Ok so that's about my emotions. Now i wanna talk about her working attitude. I DON'T KNOW WHY SHE'S HERE. First, i swear she has problems hearing. I am really stating the fact. Everytime i talk to her i can literally vomit blood out. Wtf. Second, she always mix my clothes up with my mom's clothes, or sometimes my bro's and dad's even. WHAT THE FUCK. Pisses me off so bad. Third, she always have that habit of thinking she's always right even though she's FUCKING wrong. I know she's older than me. I know i'm supposed to respect her. It's not that i don't wanna respect her. SHE SERIOUSLY PISS ME OFF EVERYTIME. PLEASE. I can live without her. I can wash my own clothes, change my own bedsheet, clean my own toilet, make my own food. Why the fuck do i need her?! My mother might as well give me the salary she pay her every month! I think it's more worth and my room will be cleaner! Everytime i think of this i also angry. Mother keep telling me to save money, yet she's the one spending money on the most unneeded things. Argh what the shit. 

Oh i haven't even mention why she's back working with us! She kinda LEFT HOME and decided not to go back. Hence asking my mom if she can accept her in to work in Singapore. WHAT THE FUCK? I will not be able to survive seeing her face everyday. I really thought she will not renew her contract after her 2nd year considering how coldly i treat her. BUT SHE RENEWED. So her contract expires next year. FUCK how long am i gonna tolerate this!!!!! I can't stand her face her voice her everything. I CAN'T STAND HER PRESENCE!!!!! I don't even know how to tell my mother about this because everytime i try to tell her how unneeded she is, MY MOTHER WILL ALWAYS SAY I'M BIASED. I'm fucking not!!!!!!!!!! She's just so IRRITATING!!!! 

Ok yes people who reads this shit will judge me and say i'm being biased too. Seriously. SERIOUSLY. TRY LIVING MY LIFE. IN THIS HOME. WITH THAT FUCKING MAID IN THE HOUSE. I don't know how Spencer tolerates her. Actually i think Spencer kinda treats her worse. BUT THAT BITCH IS THE ONE BEING BIASED BECAUSE SINCE YOUNG SHE LOVES SPENCER MORE THAN ME?  Blardy bitch. Did i mention that she even told Winnie i was very unreasonable on the first week she came here?! Zzzzzzzz WHAT UNREASONABLE. On the first week, Spencer treated her damn badly, BUT SHE TREATED HIM LIKE A BLOODY GOD. I barely even spoke to her. I don't even wanna talk to her. I really try my best to stay away from her. But everytime she opens her mouth only she says the wrong things. Which bitch won't be pissed off?! Just because i get angry with her, i'm unreasonable? Oh bitch please! You're seriously unbelievable. 

Oh too bad. You're already in my black list book. So yeah your life stinks. My life stinks even more having you in my life. Fuck it. 

So what if i ranted? I'm still gonna escape this whole god damn problem because i can't tell my parents about it. Fuck. Can't be bothered.