Roller coaster ride

Hello... I kinda think god really knows how to plan my emotions well. First he'll make me so happy and then boom boom boom, sad as hell.

Yesterday was my birthday. As usual, the facebook spams. Afew long long messages from the usual. Geraldine and Jazreel especially. Not forgetting Jai who dedicated THREE tumblr blog posts to me! AND YVONNE, who freaking sent a TEXT from Australia! Yes a TEXT. Not a twitter mention, not a facebook post, not a message on Whatsapp. Other that that..... Well nothing very special. My day wasnt very special actually.

Went to work as usual yesterday. Kel didnt know it was my birthday. I kinda expected him to see my posts on facebook. Like i've been liking and saying thankyou to those who posted on my wall. There were so many of them!!! I"m sure it'd appear on all my friends' newsfeed what! He was using his laptop and telling me "Shanette...... so boring....." LOL what the shit. Usually our customers are malays. Like half of them are malays. So now fasting has started. The number of sales dropped extremely. He's been so lame. WHY. I think i've said so many times..... But seriously it's only recently that he's been starting this lame thing....

OH YA. So he was using his laptop and i'm sure he used facebook! BUT HE DIDNT KNOW IT WAS MY BIRTHDAY STILL? Unbelievable. Ok i went along with it and didnt tell him at all. Went off for dance orientation at 3.30pm and after class, i received a text from him. "Walao.. Happy birthday lor!" LOL ok i think only i get this joke. So i replied "LOLOL you damn slow la seriously. HAHAHA" & his reply was "laaawwwwllll" K i said before i use LOL in real life too. I pronounce LOL as LAWL and i'd usually drag it. LOLLLLLL~ Like this. After that his lameness kicked in again after i replied him. I started my replied with LOOOOOOL ... ... Then he replied back "You wanna go toilet ah. Loooooo so long" LMFAO LAMESHIT. So i entertained his joke for little while. I typed SEMO and he said "No semo. You think NEMO ah." ......... speechless. HAHA.

Dance Orientation was okay.... Had ballet class. Very basic yet i'm still so blur. YEAH OF COURSE I'M BLUR. If my vision is blur, I'M BLUR. But Melissa, one of the girl who went to the audition on the same day as me, was a great help!!! Cuz i was like the last at the bar so if i were to do the other side, i'd be the first. & I had no one to copy so i kept getting it wrong. Melissa was behind me saying right left half point all those stuff. SO HELPFUL! Was one of the few to be called for stay back for a little extra lesson because YEAH. Teacher could tell i was struggling. Haha.

Went back home after that and ate cake. Lol obviously. So my day just passed like that. My birthday ended off with a chat with Jonas and Jazreel and it was hell of an awful chat. I could honestly say its the worst birthday ever.

iTea was so quiet today. When i reached there, the count thingy was only at 5. So yeah it was pretty normal, until Christopher came to buy drink. I'm no longer doing the cashier work. Like cuz there's this aunty who's gonna be doing it forever so Kel ask me to stop doing it. Chris came, and told the aunty, "Oreo TEA". Our menu have no Oreo TEA. Only Oreo Milk Tea. Aunty was new there so how would she know. LOL I look at him and asked him to repeat his order. When i heard what he wanted i went like "wtf you and your stupid orders." While he was paying for his drink, he asked me how was my orientation. My first reaction was supposed to be "HOW THE HECK DID YOU KNOW I HAD ORIENTATION YESTERDAY?" but instead, i said it was fine. LOL?! After saying it was fine, i realised it was funny because i didnt tell him about it. Kel told him it was my birthday yesterday. LOL another idiot who didnt know and he wished me happy birthday. Then he took whole cookie jar at the bar there and said "Na give you this. HAHAHA" Talked a little while and he went to sit down with Andy and left.

Place was so quiet again. Kel went out to the bank. Yes Kel is still being lame with me. I think he wants to take all the chances he's got to irritate me so once i leave he'll miss me. HAHAHA. Shit i'm getting his lame disease.

Kevin then appeared out of the blue and wished me happy belated birthday. He was the only customer in the shop, emoing alone there after he got his drink LOL. After awhile, Chris came back, like a happy small boy. I have no idea why he's so happy today. He kept talking to me and being irritating with me! Asked me about orientation again and we talked about dance. HAHAHA totally laughed my ass off. He told me he came back to find boss but he's out so.... yeah he waited there with Kevin. Both of them were just noisy... Kevin has been an ass the whole time he was there. To think i still treated him to waffles wts. Then Chris saw my wallet at the table there and asked if it was mine. I nodded and he just took it and when i wanted to take it back, he attempted to run away. Omg happy small boy really. Kel came back after that and Chris realised he came for nothing because Kel said it was nothing. Unfortunately, the girl who's been saying that she likes Chris, Nathalie, came into the shop. L-O-L Couldnt stop laughing. Only Kel and I knew what was going on. Chris went to hide at the sofa area. Oh my god la but i'm sure she saw.... Hahaha super funny.

So that happyboy95 even asked me if i was taking MRT to Lasalle. I told him yeah and he said he will take the train with me cuz he's gonna go back home too. WOW? THIS IS LIKE..... THE RAREST THING ON EARTH? I changed and everything then we got out of the ite together. Wow talked so much. Unbelievable. The thing is he actually didn't really irritate me on the way. Can't all the days that we take the train together be like that!? He just felt so different today. I felt like he was more than just a colleague today. A friend. Ah maybe cuz it's gonna be my last day soon. Ok ok...

Went for orientation and saw Melissa outside the studio. Haha. Had contemp today with the orientation leader, who's also called Melissa. She's so cuteeeee and bubbly and aw she's just so cute. I think i was stressed the whole time. Cuz she asked me why i had the worried look on my face TWICE. I feel so..... out of place all of a sudden because of those some of the girls in the class treated me. They don't smile at me?! They can talk to the rest like they've known each other for quite awhile and when they see me, they just look away. I fucking hate it when that happens. So it made me thought of what's gonna happen for the next few years and who am i gonna stick with...

Leader Melissa kinda went through what's gonna happen for semester 1 and it sounds like fun. Yes fun only if i have someone to share my joy with. My schedule is gonna be like mostly 8.30am - 7.30pm... If there are guest artists, lessons will be extended to 10pm. Wow? & i'll have to like bring 3 different clothings everyday...?! Ballet stuff is a must because i'll have ballet class everyday. Then contemp/whatever module i'll be having, that's another clothing. & the last, to look presentable for written/theory classes. LOL. Also, i'll have to like block out my Friday night because usually that's the night where the class go for shows? Oooo....... I really hope i make new friends soon....