Stressed

Heyyyyyyyyyyyy. 

Yesterday was so hot! Everyday's so hot and i hate it!!! It's been burning my face. Yeah so bloody hot. I hate you sun i fucking hate you. I really wish someone would be like Houyi, the guy who shot down the 9 other suns, to shoot down the remaining sun. I really don't understand him. Stupid guy. You have one last sun to shoot. WHY DIDNT YOU?! I rather live in a place that is like bloody cold and go around looking for heaters. If i had to choose between dying in the heat, or freezing to death, I RATHER FREEZE TO DEATH. Can't believe i'm a summer baby yeah? I can't believe it either. -_-

Kel bought me a mini cake to celebrate my birthday that they didn't know about yesterday! It's so cute!!!!

Before that, Christopher came into the shop and ordered Taro drink. Kel was the one taking orders so he asked Kel who was gonna make the drink. Chris complained to me that the taro milktea Kel made was very diluted. SO! I made his drink and gave it to him. I test-drank it before giving it to him. He told me it wasn't nice and told me to remake. Who was he trying to bluff man.... HAHA but yeah i know he's just trying to be funny. So it was after i made his drink that Kel took out the mini cake. They even sang me birthday song la, make me so happy.

Chris: Need to sing birthday song not? I shy leh~

Kel: Sing la of course sing let's sing!

So after they sang, i started to eat my cake and Chris left. So he walked to the right at first. Then suddenly he walked back, going towards the left and started singing happy birthday, looking into the shop. LMFAO SOMEBODY SAID HE WAS SHY....

Oh and i don't know why Chris is just seriously..... ABNORMAL. The weather was so bloody hot and he was actually wearing a jacket. I look at him with the one eyebrow up, one eyebrow down face. On days when it's cold and i wear jacket, he looks at me and say, "very cold meh? cold until must wear jacket meh?" WHAT THE HECK..... LOL.

Orientation was not bad yesterday. Like at least i started talking to some of the classmates. & alot of not so hard routines.

Today is a whole different story. Work was frustrating. Kel was gone most of the time. I'm left with the aunty, who doesn't know how to make drinks. So i make all the drinks. When there are waffle orders, she'd stay inside the damn kitchen cuz she's afraid the waffles would get burnt. WTF THERE'S A BLOODY TIMER. It'd ring and that stupid waffles won't get burnt. HENCE, she is not needed in the kitchen. Argh i really don't know what to say i just don't like working with people that are at least 3 times my age. We just can't click. When Kel was back, he could tell i was frustrated. LOL he even said, "I never use specs i also can see you super frustrated lor!" (He left his specs in the car how smart right, i know.) YOU BET I AM. But he tried to make me smile so i was happy after that.

But just when i started getting happier, HE WAS GONE AGAIN! & came back so late! I was supposed to leave the shop to go for orientation at 3.20! But i had to stay till 3.50 because Kel came back so late! But i couldnt be angry with him.... Cuz he brought me chengteng. HAHA I ate it on my way out and wow that thing has got some magical effect man. Eating that under the sun is just perfect. Immediately cools you off, i swear upon that.

Met up with Aglin. YEAH SHE FOLLOWED ME TO CLASS!!!! & Stayed throughout the lesson too! Today's class was just horrendous. Susan was taking our class today. At some points i could feel the Shining vibe but everything goes like x10 faster. Bam bam bam i was just so stressed and confused and even more stressed.

Struggled so much when ballet comes in. Some of the contemp routines she taught us include the fifth position and plies and stuff and i just couldn't get it right. Like my leg just can't immediately go to the fifth position. I can't fly like a bird. I can't hop gracefully. Totally stressed the fuck out of me cuz she was moving at an extremely fast speed and at least half the class got it. Some even looked like they were in the school for years.

Tears totally came out of my eyes right after the class. Aglin came to me like a sister and asked how were things. Seeing her made me feel like i should just cry it all out but once again, how could i.... It's only the beginning. Squeezed my tears back into my eyes and thought of things that could make me forget about the stressful stuff for awhile.

Yes food. Went to Pastamania for dinner. Talked alot. Then went Bugis Street. My plan was to find a new school bag then head home. But we ended up walking around bugis street after buying my bag. So i passed by this shop that sells this cardigan that i wanted the previous time i went there. It was still there and i haven't been spending money!!! So i decided to get it! HAHA. Bought Soya beancurd at this random store on the street because this person just gave me this small lil cup of beancurd to try it out. It was nice so i went to buy. Wanted to only get 1 but he said buy 3 cheaper. So i bought 3. Aglin said I'm the kind of people sales people love. LOL yeah yeah yeah Chris said that too. So the guy started asking if i was schooling and stuff. Before i could even answer, he answered himself, "Uni?" I almost choked. DA FUCK DO I LOOK SO OLD..... I gave him the WTF look and he said "Oh JC?" I still gave him the wtf look and he said "Poly ah?" I'm like "NO Lasalle." Bla bla bla he was just trying to tell me to promote his soya beancurd to schools or stuff. I don't know what he was saying honestly. So i just said YEAH YEAH OKAY CYA BYE! LOL. Well at least he thought i was smart. So it's okay.

 Went to Bugis+ (previously called Iluma) and went to Aeropostale because they had sale. The sweatpants were like on a freaking 50% discount!!!! Instead of paying freaking $70 i got it for half the price ohmygod~ I bought 2! & Aglin bought 2 too. Walked around...... The Bershka at bugis+ is so WHITE. The one at Ion is so BLACK so i was kinda shocked. Haha. Went in and i saw this super cute top that was on sale too. It was initially $40 but i bought it for freaking $17!!!! So happy.

I had enough things to hold.... I couldn't spend anymore so we decided to go home. Haha. Not bad. Food + Retail therapy. Kinda threw away my sadness. Right now, i gotta go find out where on earth can i take ballet classes outside and all those nonsense. Yes. Work hard. I will.