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Friday friday today's friday was a not so bad but still kinda bad Friday.

 

We started the day with pilates and then hip hop. Got really super duper sad and lousy during hip hop. I practiced the step i sucked at the most so many times but i still couldn't get it right at all. Then teacher said she'd grade us on the combined choreography of Mummy and Rock with You. Fuck i got so stressed and i panicked. Then i forgot all the steps. Lol literally cussing at myself while dancing. In my head i already knew i failed. I always fail. Suddenly all the not-good-in-any-fucking-class thoughts came into mind. Seriously all my classmates are good at at least SOMETHING. I really can't think of anything that i'm good at. SUCKS. TO. BE. FUCKING. ME. I suck at ballet, suck at acting, suck at singing, suck at hip hop, suck at awkjcveukgjnrdfmclvcf countless stuff that i suck at. The list can just keep going on, you'd probably read till you fall asleep.

 

Couldnt control the tears that rolled down my face. Managed to get myself back up. Jingwen broke down and I wasn't in the right mood to comfort her. I myself can't even get myself out of this shit at that moment. Texted Jai throughout my lunch break. She reply me damn slow! I send her more than 10 texts and she replied "WHY YOU TYPE SO FAST WAIT LET ME TYPE (close enough)" LOL this girl....~ I love her i really do.  

 

Went to bathe after we returned to school. Slept for 30minutes before improvisation. Lol Melissa came 30minutes late so we ended 30minutes later. Sigh bla bla bla. Ate my lunch at 15minutes cafe. Spent our whole PP lesson in the carpark!!!! LOL! Formed new group for new composition! My group consisted of Andrea Priscilla Jingwen Shafiq Afiq and 2 other new mates Beverly and (omg i forgot her name shit i'm sorry). YAY i'm so happy cuz it consisted of all my favourite people (well.... except for the 2 new mates)!!!

 

After school, Jingwen and Cheryl went for massage, Cher and Prissy went home, Afiq went for Susan's show and Shafiq had Rhythm Ensemble. So left me and Andrea behind... Initial plan was to put our bags in G201(if it was available) then head to Bugis street to walk around. But when we walked past the frass, we saw lonely boy Shafiq sitting there!!!! HAHA walked over to him and chit chatted till his Rhythm Ensemble started.

 Me love Ketupat❤❤❤

 

After Shafiq left, me and Andrea went Burger King to have dinner. Headed back to the frass to slack because Andrea needed to wait till 9.30pm to discuss their project with Adi and Edem who's in Rhythm Ensemble too.

 

❤❤❤❤❤ So much loveeeee ❤❤❤❤❤

 

When Rhythm Ensem finally ended, they had their discussions and I was just an extra there with Shafiq. He initially wanted to go Mountbatten to find Afiq but I think Afiq wanted to go home so he stayed back with us. The music students were also slacking on the frass but they were opposite us. They sang so many songs and so beautifully I just can't believe I'm in the same school as them. It's just very WOW to me. Heh such awesome vocalists, guitarists etc. They are all multi talented seriously. They moved over to our side after awhile.

 

Had mini concert of Shafiq singing again. One of the songs he sang was Skyscraper and it seriously amazed me so much. You know how hard it is to sing Skyscaper.... It's just damn bloody hard to hit the high notes. & he does it so well and didnt went out of tune at all. Omg ketupat is amazing!! AHHHH should have recorded him!!! Hahahaha. When he was singing Lightweight, Izzat was hearing too and he said "ohhhhh! underweight EH NO LIGHTWEIGHT ah!" LMAO UNDERWEIGHT. I laughed so hard man! Then Andrea said he sounded like Craig David. He started singing Unbelievable, which is one of Craig's song. IT SOUNDED SO ALIKE TO CRAIG DAVID'S VOICE! Sigh why are you so awesome!!! He sang one super classic song that I know but don't know the title. LOL this is the problem with me. I used to be able to remember every freaking title most of the songs that i know of. But now my memory is getting from baddd to worse. Like i know what song people's usually singing but i just can't figure out what title is it.. Hehehe

 

Trust me, really, when i say Lasalle has the best singers/musiciaans ever alive in Singapore hahahahaha! They are just that awesome okay okay OKAY. I really can't survive without music. Music's my life.

 

Stayed there till 10.45pm and Shafiq Andrea and I left. Saw Arffin when we passed by block D so he went home with us too. Interesting train ride back home~

 

You have NOOOOOOOO clue how happy i am that today's Friday. I get to sleep super late and wake up super late. I'M SUPER HAPPY. Gonna see my classmates tomorrow too though cuz we're gonna catch Susan's show tomorrow! K the only thing that's making me unhappy is my unfinished project work. Fml i'm such a useless freak. Seriously need to get that shit done. Also my undone improvisation journal which is needed to be handed up next Fri. Need to start getting things done!!!