Tears and happiness all in a day

Tonight was awesome. Whatever nonsense i've had for the week, suddenly i don't give a shit anymore.

 

So i met Andrea as usual, at serangoon station. She was the one who suggested we reach early and she ended up 30 minutes late. LOL ok so we reached Jitterbugs at exactly 9am. Charmaine suddenly tweeted me and tell me the degree students were not gonna have improvisation class with us because Melissa said they were gonna catch Step up revolution today. Actually we could have watched it... But our hip hop teacher couldnt make it for the morning class so diploma schedule had to change and HENCE..... We couldnt go.... Melissa told us we might go next Friday instead with the Dip 2s. SIGH THAT'S ANOTHER WEEK TO WAIT... :(

 

Body conditioning and improv was mad boring. Sigh they always put the sleepiest lessons the first lessons of the day. WHY! We're already tired enough... & I can't survive a class without music seriously. I'll literally fall asleep. I almost fell asleep during body conditioning, to be super honest. Went to buy taohuey after class and had chicken rice for lunch.

 

I died during hip hop lesson. Mycx praised me at first, for saying how much i've improved over a short period of time for my cartwheel and front roll. THEN she killed us by teaching us another stupid b-boy move called ..... CCs????? Hell. My left arm seriously hurts ALOT. Really no joke. I could lift myself when i was twisting my body to the right but i couldnt hold myself AT ALL when i twisted to the left. Sucks so much because we had to do half of the 6-step, then CC, then the other half of the 6-step. I wanted to die.

 

THEN SHE MADE US DO HANDSTANDS. No not half handstands BUT FULLLLLLLL HANDSTAND. I can't believe i actually cried. What the hell? I could hold in my tears all these times and just because of a handstand, i cried?!?!?! I can't believe myself. I think many of my classmates must think i'm a puny for crying over a stupid handstand. I have serious issues with trust and my own body. I don't trust my body. Mycx is damn small in size compared to me. & she was there holding my leg but i didnt dare to swing my leg up, in fear that she can't catch me in time and i'll flip. I did flip over by accident before. Gave me a horrible shock i swear to god. That's why i'm afraid to do handstands. I'm so used to Miss Shining style of doing handstand. Then this hiphop teacher wanted me to put my hand on the floor first, then swing my leg up. HOW CAN?! MY ABDORMINAL MUSCLE ISNT EVEN STRONG. Damn this shit.

 

Hiphop was so not what i expected it to be. I HATE B-BOY. I hate it to the core. I hate stunts. When i see people b-boy i don't even get fascinated at all. Our teacher said she concentrated on St jazz for the Dip 2s and she's gonna concentrate on swag and gangsta style for us. Wadafuck? HELLO? I DON'T WANT B-BOY. Fuck my life. Now i feel super useless in every class. Like whatever i've learnt outside is of no fucking use because in Lasalle everything's so different. Sigh.

 

Went to bathe after that. I don't know why Issac asked if i was okay. Don't know if he knows anything but i just said i was. Sat at one corner of the dance studio and looked at some of the performance students dancing. Shafiq was infront watching too. Then he spotted me, came to me, and disturbed me again. LOL stupid I think i really need to delete the zoomed photo in his phone. He keeps blackmailing me with that.

 

Had performance project. (no comments) We were released 30minutes earlier because we needed to watch a performance done by the muscial theatre students. So overall, the performance was hilarious. The only thing was the teacher talked too much redundant stuff and i just think, yeah it's redundant.

 

Couldnt decide on where to go after the performance. We went to mcdonalds to eat. Andrea was feeling super down at that point of time and the atmosphere was horrible. I felt like someone was strangling me. So much tension in the air. After we bought our food, Suharti and Louisa suddenly said they were heading back to school to find Shafiq and company because they didnt wanna come to Mcdonalds. -_- So we slacked at mcdonalds. Then suddenly Edwin walked in and all of us went like O_O ehhhhhh! He sat down and talked rubbish for a little while and we decided to head back to school.

 

AT 10PM. I couldnt find a reason why we were heading back to school at 10 freaking pm. So awkward. SO AWKWARD. We went to D201 and got a shock of our lives because Albert was having a class inside. Ran away like rats and found them at the staircase towards the basement. I suddenly got so hyper. God knows what reason. I was talking to Rif halfway and then i got more and more noisy. Then Shafiq was just being a kuku man. I don't know who he was talking to and he suddenly said "Must be her this gps girl" I was like WHAT!!! LOL Then they were talking about flexibility again. I was afew steps behind Shafiq. He walked and said "Some people ah they can walk walk walk and then they spilt." He didnt know i was just 2 steps behind him. The moment he said split, i spilt and said "NEH LIKE THIS!" He turned back, gave me the O_O face and held his chest area "OI YOU MUST GIVE ME TIME TO BREATHE AND NOT GIVE ME A HEART ATTACK!!!" & he started breathing in and out. GOD FREAKING FUNNY MOMENT I swear i couldnt stop laughing at all. PLUS i was super hyper. Could nearly die of laughing man. So many funny moments i can't even type out all. Cheh why is he so funny. 

 

THIS AFIQ, actually called me BERNETTE. Wait no it's not even Bernette. It's pronounced as Bernard, WHICH IS A GUY'S NAME?! I have no idea how this name came about i swear. What is this guy thinking. Everyone started laughing like shit because it was came out from his mouth when i asked him if he remembered my name. HE DID LA i just wanted to play with him. "BERNARD" What the hell and he could still say "HAHAHAHA CLOSE ENOUGH!!!" Oh my god. Afiq was browzing through Shafiq's phone and he showed us this photo that they took when they were at Strictly Pancakes. STRICTLY PANCAKES. I WANT STRICTLY PANCAKES!!! Da fiqs gotta fix a date yo!! I asked when we were going. Then Afiq said "BEFORE SCHOOL" I really thought i heard that. That's why i answered "HUH THEN WHAT TIME DO I HAVE TO WAKE UP?!" Andrea and Afiq started laughing at me. Wth!! LOL went home with Cher Andrea and Afiq and had a great time really.

 

It was probably the first time anyone experienced my hyperness in Lasalle. I'm a different person when i'm hyper. I don't know what i'm saying nor doing when i'm hyper. I can't control myself. I even find myself funny HAHAHA. How can that even happen . . . LOL. Felt really good. That short 1.5 hours made me forget everything bad that happened throughout the week. Felt super duper good. I never regret going back to school at 10pm. Hahaha.

 

Every part of my body is gonna ache like shit after i wake up tomorrow. I'm actually already aching but it's just gonna ache even more tomorrow. It's ok. I've got the entire day at home. SO GLAD. I can watch my dramas (LIKE FINALLY?!) and wake up as late as i want. I'm just so happy. It's gonna be a good weekend ahead. Happy September!!!