END OF THE WEEK YAY

Just read this article on MSN news LOL! I just happen to pass by it~ It's titled "10 things couples do that single people don't undertand." I can't really say i agree to all 10 of them but thing number 7 makes alot of sense.

"7. Fighting and breaking up a thousand times
Nothing makes a relationship less appealing than watching couples get together and fall apart every other week. A clean break, even if it occurs after an ugly breakup, is okay because you can see how the person moves on and finds new love afterward. But a cycle of fighting and making up just makes love look like more than what it’s worth. Doesn’t being with someone who makes you miserable just defeat the purpose of being in a relationship? The endless angst just seems like more trouble than it’s worth."

So true.

Ok moving on. I've been so tired lately. Using too much energy in school and PP just drains the hell outta me. I don't even know why. Maybe cuz it's just too damn boring it makes me wanna sleep.

Tuesday's ballet was horrible. I don't know what happened. It just sucked so badly. I totally couldn't catch up at all. Fuck i was so annoyed and pissed and stressed all at the same time. Danced to the same few st jazz routines that we knew and miss elizabeth said "stop practicing that. you're already good at it! practice ballet!" I went like . . . Had miss melissa time after that. We were supposed to go look at the art exhibits and then create a 1 eight improv choreo. We were divided into 2 groups. My group was the first to go and look at the exhibits. After that, my group had a chat with Miss melissa. Argh the rest of my day was boring to the max. Like SERIOUSLY.

Bought dinner back to school to eat. The whole night felt so weird. Both shafiq and afiq were talking about this energy passing thing and aura thing that Harris told his class about. It's really very hard to believe that Shafiq has this very strong visual thing going on in his head. Oh my god i don't even know how to say this. Really freaked me out the whole night. I was literally speechless. It's like i don't believe it, but i kinda have to cuz they kinda proved it to us, in a way? Oh so weird.

Ballet sucked on Wednesday too. Argh moodless. Then this Edem forever bullying me. He's just another Jonas. Really makes me mad. Everytime Edem talks to me, Jonas' face appears in my head. Erm well but if i have to compare Jonas and Edem, Edem is definitely a better person. LOL I like have this serious love-hate relationship with him. View points was fun. I love catching!!! Really makes me think of how much fun I had during recess when i was in primary school... Sigh those days... When i was boobless.... & could run around so fast and free. LOL had lunch after that. Then contemp. CONTEMP WAS STRESSING ME OUT TOO!!!!!! SIGH MY LIFE SUCKS. This Edem made me angry and he didn't even know. We were split into 2 groups to do the exercise that she taught us. The bloody studio was so big. He had to stand so near to where i was standing, which already had very little space. I told him to move, he still stood there, as if he didn't hear me. The music already started and he still gave me that look. Wadafuck can he know when he should be serious?!?!?! I can't entertain his nonsense ok. Because of him i lost my focus and then i did my whole routine wrong. AND THAT WAS WHAT SPOILT MY WHOLE MOOD. & the rest of the routines we did, I DID EVERYTHING WRONGLY. Argh!!!!!

PP was bloody boring. HATE PP WHAT IS WITH PP. I don't get the whole idea of this shit. Really wasting my god damn time. Had dinner with my 2 gentlemen and 2 ladies. Went back to school cuz the coffeeshop was closing already. Went to G202, sat there and talked. Andrea's mommy fetched me and Afiq home~

Thursday's ballet...... haiya no comments. Hiphop was awesomely fun!!!! Mycs taught us a street jazz routine and i was so excited man, no joke! Hahaha! She split us into 2 groups. Both groups learnt different choreo. My group was the more girlish, sexy-ish genre of street jazz. The other group has abit more hiphop street jazz style in it. Super awesome but our beat is freaking fast. I hear the music my heart beats faster than normal. LOL

Slept throughout the whole art history lesson. First they took so long to set up the whole powerpoint nonsense. Then they talked so softly. THEN their voices were just like telling me "Ok shanette go to sleep now." So yes i went to sleep the moment they started talking. Had an hour's break after Art history so i practiced our new choreo. Could only get half of the choreography's timing correct. WELL better than nothing~ Shafiq didn't come school today. Poor boy's not feeling well. PP SUCKED, AS USUAL. Spent my time hanging out with the performance people. Was on hyper mood for the whole rehearsal though.. Don't even know why. I didn't had breakfast NOR lunch.. LOL. Was released 30minutes earlier than usual cuz we had to go watch Kathakali. Omg boring show. That made me moodless. The fiqs, Andrea and Jingwen already watched it on Wednesday. Lol all Jenkin's fault for not letting us go watch together on Wednesday.

Went back to D201 to find them after that and slacked awhile. Went for dinner with Jingwen, Andrea, Afiq and Edem at Mcdonalds. Talked alot and it was kind of an awesome night~ Went back home and fell asleep.

Some of our seniors crashed our classes. -_- Lol they said they had no class today so they decided to crash our class. Seriously if i were them i'd take that time to SLEEP. Damn man I hardly have enough time to sleep these days. Pilates was a killer today. NOW MY BACK, BUTT, THIGHS ARE ACHING LIKE SHIT. But i'm like immuned to these aches already. If it hurt in the past, i wouldn't do anything full out at all cuz it'll hurt. Now I know it hurts but I can dance full out even if that part is semi aching. Like my body doesn't tell me that it's supposed to stop me from dancing anymore. Hip hop was awesome again!!! I got the timing all figured out!!! So happy! Even more happy cuz Andrea told me group 2 actually noticed me! I never ever get noticed, trust me. I hardly ever get praised. I hardly ever get any encouragements too. -_- So yes it means alot to me.

Improv class was actually fun for the first time in my life. Rushed to go bathe after improv then rush back and started dancing again. THEN I SWEATED AGAIN. LOL i'm so smart to bathe and sweat again right? But i don't stink as much as compared to the me that didn't bathe~ So~ Hahaha.

PP spoilt my mood la. Stupid boring shit. I really really really don't know where this is going. To me, all our so called "items" will totally bore the audience out. In my opinion. Cuz i know if i was invited to watch what we've been doing, I'd totally just fall asleep. It's so abstract and requires alot of braincells to understand what the heck is our composition trying to tell you. Separated from the other 4 people again. Sigh life sucks.

Afiq suddenly disappeared after class with Jenkin, leaving Shafiq and us hanging. He was upset and angry and even more upset so we went to the frass to like wait for Afiq. We waited for 1 over hour but he still didn't text nor call us. Shafiq was literally going crazy. It was so scary... Andrea was like his right hander and Jingwen his left hander. I didn't know what to say or where I would fit in so i just didn't bother trying. I guess 2's enough to console him or whatever. Went to buy dinner then talked all the way till about 11pm.

I'm super duper tired. Can't even explain to you how tired i am. YAWNZ TOMORROW'S SATURDAY!!! I can sleep in till as late as i want. YAY HAPPY GIRL. GOODNIGHT