Stay strong

Haiyo so irritating. Blogging always makes me not concentrate on the work that i should be doing. I was doing my hiphop assignment halfway, but in my head i was already planning on what i should write on my blog. So i couldn't help it but to post it first instead of doing my homework. SIGH ME AND MY PRIORITIES. . .

I only had like 6hours of sleep because Andrea Shafiq and I talked on the phone for almost 3hours yesterday night. This poor boy.... Hope Andrea cheered him up a little at least . . . I couldn't do anything but to show him my embarassing distorted photos :( What else can i do.

THIS MORNING SUCKED! Me and andrea amazing raced to school again thinking we were late. She so smart. I told her we were meeting at 7.45 yesterday over the phone and she set her alarm at 7.45. SMART.... So she came at like 8.10 or something. We only had like 20minutes to reach school. On the way there, we kinda plan on how to make things less awkward or the atmosphere less tensed when we see the fiqs. Even though we ran, we weren't late because the teacher was late L O L. Came into the studio, panting. Went to say hi to afiq who was hiding behind the piano reading his acting notes, early in the morning. Tsk so not himself. Then to Shafiq who was surrounded by all his classmates... It was my first time standing at the end corner of the studio for yoga. Stood beside Afiq. "HOW TO MAKE HIM FEEL LESS SAD HOW TO MAKE HIM FEEL LESS SAD" this freaking sentence kept going through my brain. Why wasn't my brain working. It was not thinking at all. Shafiq sat out of yoga. Don't know what happened to him. All i know was that my heart was aching for his heart. After yoga, stood at the reception area to slack, cuz of the aircon. Hahahaa. Went up to G201 and Priscilla was there. Lol this lady made me felt even worse. She saw us, and just went right into the studio without even saying hi. Fucking tears just came down instantly but of course i instantly squeezed it back in. THIS MORNING'S ATMOSPHERE WAS JUST BAD AND I HATED IT. TO THE CORE.

Well, ballet was seriously funny and cute. Elizabeth was not around so her ex student took over our class for today. She kinda resemble Allegra alot and she was so cute and diva-ish and funny!!!! Loved the lesson even though i was still sucky at it. I used to have Priscilla to laugh to but now i'm just all alone. Lol wtf. Went to have a bath after that. Rhythm ensemble.... Mask work.... Break.... PP.... Sigh spent the whole PP lesson being a human flower and cutting invisible rice plant. So boring. Tomorrow we gotta perform our blood diamond song again and i can barely remember the whole thing honestly.

After class, went to dinner with the fiqs and Jingwen and Andrea. It was awesome <3 K anytime with them around is awesome hehehe. Nothing they do, can tear you 2 apart, tear us apart. UNDERSTAND? Show them how strong you are!