Sunday

Good afternoon ladies and gentlemen. It's a cozy dark afternoon. Woke up with my eyelids as heavy as ever and a sigh. Had a dream completely unrelated to what happened yesterday. Why the hell did i dream of something so out of topic man?! Weirdness to the max. Had laksa for lunch and it made me sad. Cuz i thought of the fiqs. The day they gave me "pao" as my name was the day they ate laksa. Lol tell me why i remember such stuff?! While eating my lunch, my mom told me she bought a new Asos laptop. I asked her why because she told me she thought of buying a macbook if her computer were to die. Don't know what she told me la. Nothing that she said registered in my head. After awhile, she told me she bought a Samsung S3. I was like WHY?! & she told me she bought it just to try it out. If she doesn't like it, she'll just sell it off. RICH OR RICH?!? So in a day, she bought 2 new gadgets just like that. Wow. Ok whatever not my business. Realised there were snowskin mooncakes in the fridge so i ate one. So expensive. It was given by my mom's boss and 4 mooncakes = $100. 1 mooncake = $25. Lol rich or rich?

Went youtube to find something that would hopefully make me feel better but apparently not. The first video i clicked was an original song by Maddi Jane. Some part of the lyrics made me thought of their situation. DA FUCK. "Which way is right? Which way is wrong? How do I say that I need to move on? You know we’re heading separate ways." Ok whatever lol went to find other videos to watch. Then i remembered yesterday, Andrea used my phone to show me her kpop dance videos. The link was still open in my safari. So i went to rewatch it. Haha she made me smile. Behind one of the videos had this "NG" portion that made me laugh~~ Then 2hours catching up with Switched at Birth. Basically i just don't wanna do anything related to school, which is bad. My hip hop assignment is like due on Tuesday and I'm still procrastinating it. Awesome me.

I don't know how tomorrow will be like. I don't want to know. I wish time would stop right now. I don't want tomorrow to come. Everybody's saying how everything will change and be different from next week onwards. I don't want!!! How can i go school smiling knowing that things will change? Boohoo noooooooooooo can tomorrow don't come :'( Or can I just live in delusion, pretend that everything is still how it is? Can i....? :'( Sigh