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I almost blogged yesterday. & if i did, it would definitely be an angry post. I didn't sleep till about 4am last night. Thank god there were no morning classes. If not I would've really passed out from exhaustion.

Slept so late cuz I went home so damn bloody late. I didn't even finished my essay yet. If i had known that I had so much time in school yesterday, I would've brought my computer to school so i can finish up on my essay. Wasted so much time sleeping in school. I was so into doing my essay for 5minutes and then i got distracted by my phone. I tried pushing it away but then thoughts were haunting me. Couldn't take it anymore i decided to just splat everything out on screen. I was contemplating on whether i should blog or do my essay. Yes i chose to do my essay. It was not a good essay though. Couldn't even be bothered cuz my heart was somewhere else. I don't really know if what I did was right. People say you regret the things you do or say when you're angry. For me, i regret the things I say or do in the night most of the time. This impulse felt right. My intention is really not to hurt anyone. I already feel so irritated that I'm such a burden. I'll be happy enough if they are happy. That is if everything works out for everybody. Just kinda sad that this is happening when the holidays are coming..... :(

Hmmmm Ballet exam was kinda...... ok. I did my best. I felt it. Obviously i did some enchainments wrongly still but i'm almost there. Whatever the results..... it's whatever.

There were no classes today at all. Went back to school to watch the contemp exams of Dip2s, BA1,2,3s. God i feel like Dip1s have no place in School of Dance at all. We're just so out of place compared to them.

We didn't get to spend time with Shafiq cuz our timetables clashed.... Boohoo.

I don't feel relieved yet. Technically today is my last day of school... But they had to put maskwork assessment and Art history exam next week. WHYYYYY! I can't wait till Thursday is over. Then it's just one more day till i can see my 2ne1 girls. SO EXCITED!!!! I WISH THEY HAD FAN MEET IN SINGAPORE T_T WHY DON'T THEY HAVE IT??? WHY WHY WHY??? Hahaa ok i'm getting overboard over here. WOooOOoo~~~ SHINee is a week after that. SO EXCITING EXCITING!!!! Today's SMTOWN. YES TODAY. SIGH it's just a week after another. Such insanity... Who has got that much money to spare.... Not me definitely. My mother will just murder me. LOL

Alright it's the weekends. Happy thanksgiving to everybody out there and enjoy your weekends. x