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“Notice me,” I whisper as I continue to make no attempts to communicate with you.

(Everyone's guilty of this.)

 

Alright.... So the thought of school tomorrow just turns me off.. Like.... :( Boo.   

Halfway through animal work and I feel like i'm doing it wrongly.. :(

 

Feeling so sad right now cuz i feel so neglected by my family. I was so pissed during dinner because they just made me feel like I'm not there at all. The males were just arguing in public like nobody's business and I just couldn't take it anymore i walked away from them. I kept asking them about animals. But they kept ignoring me. Fuck? I think I'm really born into this world to be neglected by people. Everyone just loves to decide to NOT HEAR me. Think I've said this too much. I just feel sad that everytime I'm sad I dont know who to turn to but myself. Always feeling like a burden. Always feeling like nobody wants to talk to me. Sigh.  

 

I had a nice dream yesterday again. I dreamt of..... Something that might never ever happen. I kinda believe in the fact that what you dream will only happen the opposite in real life, which kinda sucks... Cuz 8 out of 10 dreams of mine are good dreams... Sigh my life.