It's just Monday

LIFE WITHOUT A COMPUTER SUCKS!!!! Sigh my bloody computer broke down again. I should just throw this shit away. It's only been 1 over year and it has already broken down twice. ENOUGH.

Yoga was alright today. Sweated so much!!!! SOOOO much. Ballet was..... disappointing as usual. I felt like I did better than the other 3 people who are gonna retake the exam with me. BUT THIS BLOODY TEACHER..... She doesn't even give me any encouraging pointers. All she does is point out all my mistakes. Felt so hopeless and useless. At that moment I was wishing I had someone to tell me I'm not useless and hopeless. Lol. Just a tight hug and some comforting words will do.

K so had fruits for lunch. Animal work and rhythm ensemble was sleepy. Couldn't stand how the classes were going. So happy when we were released from animal work. Headed to Jitterbugs for asian dance lesson. Gigi was late for like 30minutes! Sigh the indonesian dance that we're learning this semester is so much harder than last sem's and Gigi said it was easier. YA KIDDING ME????? I'm so gonna ache so much tomorrow.

Today is so intense.  I felt like I sweated so much. There's gonna be so much more of these kind of days... Contemp is now 2 days per week. Oh man I don't wanna talk about it, so stressed.

Went home after dinner. Gawd I actually told Andrea one of my darkest secrets on the way home. I was so embarrassed at myself. Didn't even know why I told her actually. It just came out so naturally. LOL.... All because she said one word that was related to what i told her. No one, REALLY NO ONE AT ALL, knows this secret of mine. I've sworn to god to never let it out but i still did omfg. AND THEN.... She also told me something that I wouldn't have expected.. So we're balanced it's ok :B hehehe.

Oh my way home i freaking bumped into Josef. Oh my holy god of god. I was listening to my music..... happily. & saw this half naked guy that I didn't recognise from far. When he came closer I realised it was Josef. My immediate reaction was to not let him see my face. LOLLLLLL the things I did in the past just to bump into him.... Sigh so embarrassing... & now we just keep bumping into each other coincidentally. Hmmmmm trying to play punk with me. WHY IS HE SO HANDSOME WHYYYYYY.

There's nothing to look forward to at school!!! I'm feeling so bleh right now!!! I'm just very haunted by ballet exam and freaking art history presentation right now. Once Feb 14 is over, I'll heave a sigh of relief. OH NO WAIT. I need to add another presentation, which is asian dance.... Due on the 25th Feb. SIGH FUCK FEBRUARY SUCKS!!! Need to get it over and done with!!! Can March hurry come please?!? PRETTY PRETTY PLEASE. I'm not even asking for a valentine date cuz I know it's a gone case. I'm just asking for time to fly away. FAST.

Actually this whole sem for me will be tough.. There's research and writing essay due by the end of this sem too.... Animal work assessment was given out today and it seemed so hard!!!! & I can't fail this sem's ballet or else the risk of me getting kicked out of the school might just get higher!!! NUUUUUUU SOMEBODY SAVE ME T_T