Happy New Year! It's 2013!

Spent my new year's eve with Jai watching The werewolf boy. Tears kept flowing like mad... Such a touching show sobs. I wouldnt mind watching it again honestly. Anyone wants to watch again? HEHEHE.

 

Right now I'm sick. Like I'm nearly getting a fever soon. Sucks to have a fever on the last day of 2012. Alright here goes my long long post for new year's.

 

2012 has been a rather… lazy year for me. I spent more than half of this year slacking my life away. Well no matter what it was still well spent.

I started off the year with a bad O level result. Cried like mad and didn’t know where to go. The courses I wanted weren’t the ones that I was interested in. Even though I’ve thought of going Lasalle since many years ago… Even though I’ve researched about it and stuff… In my head, the chances of me getting into an arts school was definitely less than 50%. Thankfully Andrea(Er) asked me to go to the open house which I knew about but didn’t know who to go with. So yeap. I got an audition date and it was in March. Roamed around earth for the next 3 months thinking I’d enter NYP. Yes even though there was an audition date, I still thought that I wouldn’t be accepted.

I loved my days before poly started for my clique. Randomly planning outings.. Randomly going to the beach for a cycle.. All those randomness. I can never forget the time where me and Jai skipped Bio remedial just to see MBLAQ at the airport for that 10seconds. We were just drawing nonsense on our bio notes and books and ended up planning a date on seeing our idols... HAHAHA how hardworking right? Those nights where Liqian stayed over my place and we did nothing but slack even though we were supposed to study cuz it was so close to eoys. How me and Charlotte got to know each other because of my PSP and DJ max~ How Yvonne and I got close because of BOYS (LOL). The last few weeks before O's where we'd always go to Liqian's house to squeeze every single detail we've missed for the past 4 years into our brainless heads. Liqian the goddess who knows almost anything...  

 

I just really miss hanging out with y’all… I can’t believe we barely have time for each other right now because of the packed schedule and stuff. I’m really sad that school is about to start. Because it’ll be a long time till we can meet up as and when we want again. & I didn’t even see Yvonne more than once since she reached Singapore because most of the time our schedules clash.. Right now there’s only one more month left and she’ll be gone again for god knows how long. Boohoo

When poly started, I became alone. Yea I got to know Aglin, the girl whom I met at Lasalle Audition. I had no idea we could click so well. I kinda planned it out actually. I didn’t wanna start out my Lasalle year all alone so since I already had her number, why not meet up and know each other more during the long break till school start right? LOL. So because we spent a lot of time together, even worked in the same place for awhile, we bonded well. I miss her a lot honestly… I know she’ll not be in Singapore next year anymore for the next few years. Hope I’ll be able to see her one last time before she take flight to Australia to pursue her future.

 

My working days were awesome until Xuejun left. Yes that person claims she scolds me every day. She’d say things like “This girl. Crazy one. People scold her she still so happy.” Cuz I know she doesn’t really scold me. She cares and doesn’t show it out. I get judged by her every day, but without her work was so boring. Having to face Christopher’s male PMS every alternate day… I couldn’t stand it. Every day after work I’d accompany her to the train and take a longer route so she could tell me her “life” stories. LOL always having so much stories to tell. She’s kinda like the first person I ever fought with. I can never forget that day. It wasn’t my fault at all. She was probably having a bad day and I probably did something that SHE doesn’t like so we got into a fight. We didn’t went home together that day. Didn’t talk to each other at all. Of course I got angry too cuz I’ve already been tolerating her nonsense. I wouldn’t know how to solve our fight so thank god she kinda broke the awkwardness the next day and everything became normal.

I can never forget that on my birthday, Kelvyn and Chris had no idea it was my birthday. They only knew that it was my first day of orientation so they kinda wished me goodluck. LOL. After my orientation, I got a birthday message from Kelvyn. He found out from facebook. HAHA his message was so funny. So cute <3 Then on the next day, he gave me dagger eyes cuz I didn’t tell him it was my birthday. LOL DUDE HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO SAY IT??? “OI TODAY’S MY BIRTHDAY!!!!” Crazy… Then Christopher walked into the shop. Kel asked “You know what day it was yesterday? –dagger eyes at me again-“ Chris didn’t know. Kel told him it was my birthday and he was shocked too. HAHAHA… Then the NEXT DAY….. Kel bought me this mini birthday cake from TCC. Aw how sweet. Where do you get so much love from your boss you tell me? Chris came into the shop just to sing a birthday song for me. HAHAA LAUGHING JUST THINKING OF IT. Kel: EH where is your suitor? Aiya should’ve invited him too so he can sing you birthday song!” LOL!!!! Omg remember honey green tea guy? Yes Kel was talking about him. Haha aw memories. I remember on the last day of work, Kel even bought me a dessert because the weather was so hot. THANK GOD FOR THE DESSERT OR ELSE I WOULD’VE BEEN SO MAD AT HIM. Cuz he almost caused me to the late for orientation. When he reached back the shop I gave him dagger eyes and he said “AIYA BUY DESSERT FOR YOU MA!” Kukuz….

Not forgetting Kevin too… The person who’d always reggae in front of me and start dancing Sistar’s Alone. The person who let me watched live “gay porn” on webcam……. (wtf) The person who’s FOREVER BITCHY!!!!!! How can I forget right? Haha!
 

So school started after that. I was upset because orientation wasn’t fun for me. It was tough and I knew no one. Aglin was not going to Lasalle because she had a very bad injury on her thighs that needed more than half a year to fully recover. I see people start to bond around already but I just couldn’t fit in. Felt so sad. I even texted Andrea on the first day of orientation because I only knew her (somewhat). But she didn’t reply me and she didn’t come for the whole of first week of orientation. So I thought she pulled out of the programme too.

When I saw her walk in on the 6^th day of orientation, THERE WERE LITERALLY LIGHT IN MY EYES. It took me like 10 seconds to recall who she was at first. I really couldn’t remember. I was like WHY THIS GIRL SO FAMILIAR LOOKING. THEN BOOM IT’S ANDREA. Haha she gave me the aura like I could click with her very well. TURNS OUT IT’S TRUE (uh huh uh huh)

First week of school weren’t so good because yeah I just didn’t like it. Kinda had abit of a culture shock because everybody felt so family. In secondary school I wouldn’t hug everybody that I see. But in Lasalle, it’s just so normal and stuff. So yeah after awhile I’ve gotten used to it. School started to be alright because there’s Andrea! As long as Andrea’s around, I’m safe. I was very dependent on her. Cuz yeah she’s my only friend at that point of time. Right now still the same though.. HAHA.

Ok then came along Afiq and Shafiq. Well the changes that I see along the way.. The things we do for them. Wow those are things that I’ve never done for any friend. Really. Yet sometimes I feel like they don’t appreciate it as much as I thought they would. Well guys are still guys. It’s ok we accept it.

We had some friend issues too. I’ve never had such problems in a loooooong time. I thought of clique VII and my other close friends… We never had such problems. Even if we did we’d solve it on the spot. Gawd you have no idea how much I abhor drama. They were just creating loads of drama by themselves and there I was, trying to leave myself out of it as much as possible.
 

Went through Sem1 with my 4 butterflies Jingwen Andrea Afiq and Shafiq. Wouldn’t say it was a smooth journey. Had loads of demoralizing moments. Many unnecessary dramas. Of course we had great memories too. Like those sleepovers… Those days where we stayed back in school to stretch and talked about our first impressions and other random stuff.

I didn’t really do well for sem1. I know it, considering the fact that I failed one of the most important subjects, ballet… It’s alright. I still have sem2 to go. I need to do well. I have to. I can’t let unnecessary drama get in the way. GOTTA BE PROMOTED. I HAVE TO. Right now I’m very motivated. I need to keep motivating myself throughout the year.

Overall, 2012 made me experience many things I’ve never experienced before. I’m thankful for the memories made and also thankful for the bad memories that happened. Of course it has made me an even stronger person. I kinda know what kind of people there are out there and I can be even more careful in the future. I really hope I achieve more things in 2013 and get closer to my dream. I hope more miracles happen to me in 2013. Lesser dramas and learn to think of myself more.

I have many people I would love to give dedications to. But I think I'll take forever because there's just too many of them. So i'll just choose one person that I really wanna say something to.

 

I feel like I've neglected Jazreel alot. What i love about her is that even though we only get to meet up afw times each year, our friendship is still as strong. She's still the same Jazreel that I know. Yes I might not be updated of her daily life.. But at least I know she's still my friend and we're still so close inspite of meeting up so little. She has definitely done more things for me than I've done for her. In the past, I used to push her away because of how little faith I had in friendships. Things have changed. All the sweet nothings you've done in the past, I still remember it and the memories... I'll always treasure it. Love you bunny~ <3

 

Of course my family has also been part of my neglectance for this entire year. I've been working, studying, hanging out with friends... Barely even have any time for my parents. Yes sometimes they piss me off so much... All those fish talks I wished they didn't even started. But they are still my parents. If I flashback all the things that they've done for me, I don't think i have the right to be angry at them. So yeah daddy mummy I love you. & Spencer.

 

Yay I'm gonna end off this post with 2 new year resolutions:

1. To make sure i get closer to my dream.

2. To be a more cheerful less stressed person.....

 

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYBODY!!!!