Horrible ------------ Good day

No wonder I was feeling so moody yesterday night. I was probably PMS-ing. Omg that was really the worst PMS i've ever had....

So..... My stomach was so bloody pain this morning that i had to run to the toilet right before I decided to leave the house. DAMN. I just HAD to be late on Open House day. I must be kidding. I knew I was gonna be late but I thought Melissa would forgive me because i had a bloody valid excuse. But NO. She bloody spoilt my mood even further. I woke up this morning, didn't even felt any better from yesterday's moodiness. THEN SHE MADE IT EVEN WORSE BY TELLING THE LATE ONES THAT WE WOULDN'T BE ABLE TO PERFORM? Ya serious woman?

I went into the dance studio, panting like mad and she told the late ones to sit infront. I was observing what she was doing and she was somehow reblocking the people who weren't late. So i turned to Luvenia, who was late too, and asked "Wtf is she doing? Is she reblocking?!" She replied "Dont know... I guess so." Then after observing further, i realised she was closing up the gaps. Like the gaps that were meant for the late people. So i asked Luvenia "FUCK so we're not performing?! -fucking pissed face-" & she gave me a nonchalant reply "I dont know." Right after i asked her, that Melissa told us we're not performing today BLA BLA BLA. Totally spoilt my mood so much. I knew there was no use saying how sad i was to Luvenia cuz she was so cool and didn't give a single shit about me. So i started complaining to my mother and started sobbing. I didn't even dare to cry because the rest who were late gave me the impression that they were disappointed but not to the extent that they'd cry. Wtf make me feel like i'm such a drama queen. Sorry i don't control my tears. So pissed off. Can't she take my reason as an excuse? I didn't know I would have stomachache RIGHT BEFORE i wanted to leave the house right? So what she want me to shit in my pants issit?

 

Sat alone during the breaks she gave us because I wasn't even any bloody mood to say anything. I just kept thinking of how i can escape from the studio. Then there was the full run. She did it with the whole group inside first, which apparently she said it's for tomorrow's open house because we can't perform today -_- So we did it. I did it half heartedly. I really couldn't find the mood to dance at all. After we performed, she told the late ones that we can perform because we took the punishment WELL. Wtf well? Then what were we supposed to do? Go on a protest meh? So dumb. Obviously she didn't want the blocking to look stupid infront of the people who comes for the open house what. Cuz even though she reblocked, the gaps were still obvious. Dumbass can't stand people who can't come up with good excuses that OTHERS wouldn't be able to say anything about it. I mean if you wanna lie you gotta lie properly right? Tsk.

But whatever the case, mood changed 360degrees because I got to perform. Whole day went not bad. We did this flashmob in the middle of the frass performance. Omg we were supposed to do it before the long Jazz band. They took like 20-30minutes stage time!!! & CHASED AWAY THE CROWD.... Because it was just instrumental. Nothing much to look at. So when it was our turn.... We had very little crowd. Boooo.

 

After the dance showcase, we went off to find Afiq and Shafiq. Well.... they were kinda busy so we went back to change and take our things. Then we went back to the cube to find them again. But Harris was there so Andrea didn't dare to go in. LOL Andrea and Harris got some kuku issues that would probably not go away for a long time. HAHA. So they came out and talk to us along with Daniel~ He looks so nice with his blonde hair hehe.

 

Went for dinner with Andrea at Pastamania. That was our first meal FOR THE DAY. Haha we're goddesses.

 

I can't wait for the Open House tomorrow. I wish there were more people though... :( Come on Art lovers... Visit Lasalle!!!! You just need to keep walking straight from Bugis street!!! That's the easiest way to come!! It's from 11am - 5pm!!! If you register tomorrow you don't need to pay for interview/audition fees leh!!! It's freaking $60 if you don't come on an open house day... You won't wanna waste that opportunity :B & It's the last day tomorrow so YOU GOTTA COME~~~ We're gonna flashmob again tomorrow. Kinda stupid to tell the world about it but.... NEED TO PROMOTE ABIT AH. Hehehe come see the flashmob at about 1-ish or see the dancers perform at 3pm!!! OUR DEGREE SENIORS ARE AWESOME YOU WONT WANNA MISS IT HAHAHA.

 

COME~~~~~~~~