Sad face

Gawd... Was watching my show halfway but i couldnt take it anymore because i wasnt even concentrating at all. So i decided to blog.

Why are we so..... PATHETIC? Why are we only given a day to practice for something that we're gonna be publicly judged for? THIS SUCKS. I know whining and complaining about it doesn't make a difference at all but I just.... don't get it.

Open house is tomorrow. & she only gave us today and tomorrow morning to practice. Mycs just added an ending for the second combined choreo that she taught us. I'm lost because the counting is so hard to get. She also just did blocking for this choreo TODAY. This is Melissa doing this to us? Like i don't get it. She made us do freaking ballroom rehearsals everyday this week when we could've just started next week and concentrate on open house this week. Omg woman you've got your priorities all wrong.

Yes it's a short performance. BUT IT'S STILL A PERFORMANCE. How many times must we throw our faces because of the lack of time to practice? Omg Lasalle is the only place i feel so stressed over performances due to lack of preparation. You know what's the lucky thing? We somehow always manage to pull it off quite well. THATS LIKE THANK THE FUCKING LORD OK. I don't even know how we always manage to do it. Especially Bajidor kahot that horrible dance that i never ever wanna do it again in my entire life.

Omg today was just not a good day overall. Like I kinda enjoyed hip hop lesson cuz Mycs was being so awesome~ & Harris' talk about architechture which i thought was very interesting.. Other than that it was just bullshit. Wanted to tell my mother what a bad day I had in school but then everytime i started talking she'd get distracted and talk about something else. Fuck la make me so mad.

Went to physio today to get my ankle checked. I thought today was the last session but no.... -__- I told her i didn't feel pain in my ankle anymore. She told it was abit swollen but since I never feel anything so maybe it's because I just started school so my feet's not used to it yet. Then I told her my right calve was making me walk like a crippled person. So she helped me massage AND I ALMOST DIED. IT HURT SO MUCH!!!! I really felt like my calves had so many bruises. T_T She kinda made it better a little bit but now it's back to square 1. BLAH... She was surprised at why only one side was hurt and the other side was fine. I didn't know how to answer because since Yoga lesson, it was already like that. It just got worse.... She also told me maybe because I was too conscious of my ankle so I depend on my right leg more. IDK????? I really don't.. Lol  

Sigh tired. Not feeling good and I don't like. I don't even know the reason. I'm lost lol.