Actually I was preparing to go to bed early today but turns out I have a lot to say so I'm here. Yeap you can just ignore this post because you most likely won't even understand what I'm ranting about.

What a bloody hectic week. I hate school. No wait I hate the people in school. I hate this week so much. Everything is due and this and that. So messed up. I hate how there are so many group works going on. WHY CAN'T WE JUST DO IT OURSELVES. FUCKING GROUP WORK. Fucking shit.

Broke down extremely badly on Friday because yeah people that I fucking hate went over limits, all in a day. Well all's well. I love Jai I LOVE JAI I LOVE MUMMY I LOVE DADDY I LOVE Y'ALL. The best human beings living on earth. I love you. It's times like this that you know who are your real friends. & to the monkeys that all belong to the mental hospital, YEAH FUCK YOU.

I was so mad I even told my dad a little bit about what happened during supper. Then in the middle of the night I was stomping around the house like some fucking fat ass because some fucking unreasonable asshole made me mad. Daddy came down and see if I was alright but I couldn't control so I didn't answer him. He just called me in the morning to make sure I was alright. Mummy made me cry this morning. So she knows that I was super upset on Fri but I didn't manage to talk to her until this morning.  So I told her everything and she told me about her stories too. Yeah we basically had a heart to heart talk in the car while she was driving me to school. Sobs wanna hug her so badly sigh my mummy I love you.

Spent the day with people that made me mad and yeah the day didn't went well. So drama I can't stand it. No I don't care about any one of them so yeah. Reached home with subway awaiting me and taohuey!!!!! Sigh so much love I can't even express my gratitude. Thanks for being here :') so touched.

Sigh I don't like everything in school right now. My presence is like unimportant to the people who I thought was important. Whether I die or whether I am there or not, not important. They don't even fucking care. Just know la people. Never ever make a group of 3. Or 5. Or 7. Or 9. AND THE LIST GOES ON.

Though the whole week is so fucking annoying, I really enjoyed my Tuesday night... Of course right.. I love the times I spend at Danzpeople. I really love it. Even if it's learning repeated choreos, or repeated steps, I still enjoy. Cherishing every moment that I spend over there~~~~ I also enjoyed Thurs' hip hop lesson. LOVE YOU MYCS LOVE HIP HOP

Fuck yeah holidays are coming and yeah I can't wait to stop seeing all the god damn faces I see everyday. If I survive through next week, everything's gonna be okay. Yay shanny go go