Bew

"Everybody loses it.. Everybody wants to throw it all away sometimes. Here's to the damned, to the lost and forgotten. It's hard to get high when you're living on the bottom. We are all misfits living in a world on fire. Just wait, everything will be okay even when you're feeling like it's going down in flames. They can't do nothing to you. They can't do nothing to me. This is the life that we chose, this is the life that we bleed."

- People like Us, Kelly Clarkson  

 

Guys, I slept at 9 yesterday. FREAKING 9PM. Can you believe it? Lol I think I could've slept earlier if I didn't ate an apple. On Thursday and yesterday, I reached home before 6. So by 7.30, I was already prepared to sleep. LOL. It's all my fan's fault. It has some hypnotizing feel that makes me wanna sleep so badly. Those who sleep with extremely strong fans should know how I feel. My aircon has been retarded recently so I use both aircon and fan to sleep better. Shiokness..

 

School's been.... ok? I thought I'd do better for ballet on Thursday but it was the total opposite. Sigh I really need to get motivation for Ballet. Lol We learnt another new hip hop routine on Thursday~ & Mycs blocked us on Friday~ Sad how we are only left with 4 more hip hop classes :'( I am loving all the routines that we're learning!!!!!! But I don't like the atmosphere my class gives out. I don't know what's wrong with them. I really don't know. It has reached the state where maybe the quietest person in the class has this urge to shout their brains awake. But whatever it is, I don't care no more. What class dynamic what shit I leave it to them to settle themselves. As long as I know that I'm not the cause of this shit and I'm doing what I'm supposed to do, good enough.

Went back to school yesterday for Credo In us. Went back like 2 hours earlier to do Rep. SIGH WHY DID WE CHOOSE THAT DANCE.... Sigh we were actually choosing between the Umbrella dance from "Make it happen" and Evol's We are abit different. OBVIOUSLY WE ARE ABIT DIFFERENT WAS WAY EASIER.... I already knew like half the song. Sobs. But most of them, in fact all of them wanted the umbrella dance. So what can I do? Sigh the use of the god damn umbrella's so hard. Ever since Miss Shining made us use umbrellas for "All that Jazz", I've sworn to never use umbrella as a prop again. & now I've got to.... :'(

After rep, we went to the frass for Credo In Us. We freaking rolled on the god damn WET frass for 2 over hours.... Some of us didn't even bring extra clothes. Sigh went home after that cuz everyone else had plans except me. Damn I've got no life. I should create one myself lol

Mother told me to clear up all the unwanted and spoilt shoes since forever & up till now, I still haven't clear. I don't want to!!!! :( Can't bare to throw it away. I was looking at my purple converse and went like "Oh my why do you look so haggard and old :(" It's like my fave cuz it's one of the most.... unseen colours. Like it's rare to see people wear that colour. & on the OTHER HAND, I found a Navy converse that's been kept for IDK HOW LONG.... Lol yeah I have quite a number of shoes inside the shoe cupboard that I've not worn or maybe worn once or twice.. I spent awhile trying to soften the navy converse BECAUSE IT'S SO HARD compared to my worn out converses.. Haha.

  Tomorrow's Monday again. 3 more weeks till end of school term. Of course the last exam to haunt us is stupid art history. It's one freaking 2nd of May. WHAT THE HELL. By then we're supposed to have our holidays already... Urgh. I really can't wait to say I'm 50 shades of done with this semester.