Fairness

As I mentioned in my previous post.... TUESDAY WAS AWESOME!!! Sigh yesterday gave me another reason to love Tuesday even more. I kinda guessed it but you know.... Guessing and being psychic are 2 different things. Even though I guessed it, I wouldn't knew that it'd be true. HA life rocks.

Today was not a bad day~~ Ballet classes currently, are not as draggy anymore because we just keep doing assessment enchainments everyday and time passes really fast! Contemp was not bad either... Except when I got mistaken. Today's mistake is such a good example of what I've mentioned before. I said this in my post afew weeks back. "& I can't stand how there's this obvious level of difference. Like it's already stuck in everybody's brains. Like whatever that one particular person says is always correct because he/she is usually quite good in remember her steps and stuff. & when I try to say or correct something, nobody listens because I feel like people's thinking "Nah I don't think she's right she's not good enough to tell me this"."

TODAY. We were doing rolls. So we all know Melissa is always getting the steps fast and stuff. That doesn't mean she's perfect and doesn't make a mistake. So I was actually rolling on the correct side. & just because Melissa and Joey did on the same side, WHICH WAS ACTUALLY THE WRONG SIDE, Miss Leia said that I did wrongly and made me redo. When I redo, I was actually doing the same side that I did. Wtf. So we did it the second time. The second time, Melissa did it wrong AGAIN. & because of that Miss Leia pointed me out again. G o d. I bloody know I suck at bloody contemp but I when I say I know my bloody steps, I really bloody know it k. Stop it k. Give me some justice in the small effort that I put in to remember my steps can or not. Sigh. Just know that I'm not pissed cuz of this. It's just accumulated.

Sometimes I think I know too much for a 17 year old. What's up with me. Need to grow with time.. I don't know if you get what I mean but things I hear my friends say, they get shocking expressions and shit like that but to me, I'm just like oh isn't that normal or erm that's not very WAA. Hm well I guess everything has it's plus and minus points.

Gonna end off this post with this whole chunk of words that I saw and could relate to it immediately. I think it's soooooo me. I should've came up with this LOL

"I'm an introvert. That means that when I'm feeling down, chances are that I won't actually go to you for help. In fact, I won't go to anyone for help. You'll have to actually check on me. I don't feel that I should burden others with my problems but if you come to me, and show me that you really do care, I might just trust you enough to let you help."