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I'm quoting my teachers a lot recently. Hahaha. Today I'm gonna quote what coach ling told me this morning while he was checking up on my right leg. So he said.... "If you all come here and just learn technique, you might as well not come to school. Because no matter how technical you are, you will never be able to dance anything out without feeling it. (Feeling it as in... Feeling the dance.)" He also said something like sometimes the teacher also must be able to inspire the students, which is also very true... LOL~ Maybe that's why I cannot do well in Ballet... Nor contemp.... I'm thinking toooooooo much about technique. Actually Miss Elizabeth said something similar during ballet today too. She said "Technique wise... You need a lot of time. But performance quality you are able to train it and you can do it even without good technique."

Aw coach ling was so fatherly just now. LOL. He was checking my leg.... & then he was pressing on my shin and realized how horrible the shin splints were on my shin area. & he was pressing and giving the OMG this is unbelievable face. After that he told me, "If I was your father my heart would be so pain. Aiyo my poor daughter why like that" LOL SO CUTE!!! I can't believe this. I really didn't know I had shin splints. Like it was hurting and shit la. God i'm hurting every single day of my life. To the point where I don't even know what is good or bad pain anymore. I just go with it.... I guess I'm so used to pain that it no longer bothers me anymore. K it still does but, compared to last sem, my pain tolerance level increased by a lot. Even if it hurts I can still dance. FORCE IT THROUGH

Today was such a slacky day for me!!! Coach ling told me not to dance today, so I didn't. Even though I was well enough to dance, I didn't. HMM? LOL -guilty but happy- Wanted to sit out for Asian dance but I was too guilty cuz I'm not even that in pain. Like maybe something's wrong internally but externally I'm doing quite well. So I still did class anyway. Not entirely full out but enough. If I sit out, it'd be a big loss to me too... Haha.

Had strictly pancakes with Amanda and Charlotte today. IT'S BE 1239587 YEARS SINCE I SAW CHARLOTTE... She didn't changed much and WEEEEE LONG TIME NO SEE CHARLOTTEH. Walked around plaza sing after that and went home. Short impromptu meet up BUT I WAS GLAD~ Yay

Excited for tomorrow night. K i'm always looking forward to Tuesday nights now cuz I get to spend the whole night dancing my fave genres with the funniest people. How can I not be happy, right? Yay baby <3