International Dance Day

I spent my Thursday in school. Woke up, watched afew episodes of pll and went to school for hip hop rehearsal. After rehearsal, we had dinner and watched the Acting level 1 students' show; DNA. It was kinda cool actually. I always find that actors are so amazing because they can remember every freaking line from the whole damn script. How do they do that?!!! Spent my Thursday night with Shawn Shafiq Afiq and Andrea. How long has it been since I last spent time with them!???!?! Gosh. Went home and Shawn was being so noisy on the train sigh. It's so tiring to respond or entertain him. LOL

Initially there wasn't school on Friday. But Jingwen made us go back to rehearse hip hop. So yeah we went back to school. & rehearsal time was supposedly 2-3.30/4. But it dragged till 5... ._. I was so tired already I can't even think anymore. Went to have breaklunner with Lavanya and Andrea after that. Ate at Everything with fries! Then went to shop for my hip hop shoes. Thank god I found the same one Yaqi lent me the other day for my rep presentation.

Every night I'm having insomnia. Sobs I cannot fall asleep earlier than 4am everyday now sigh :'( I slept at 4ish on Friday night and I really couldn't wake up this morning. I was so thankful my mom could fetch me all the way to school. That gave me more time to prepare for school. Went to school at 10 for program feedback thingy. Did it till like 11.45 and Miss Melissa released us to go to NLB for our performance.

Holy crap it was such a pathetic performance. Now firstly, the space was so huge. & there were SOOOOO little people. I mean if the space was smaller, that number of people would seemed that little. But that space was soooooo huge and OPEN! Gosh looking so pathetic. & the people watching us had a zombie look on their faces. Wow? Totally reminded me of the students at Deyi sec. HOLY MAN they are like..... brain dead or something. Well of course la they were O level students but still... If I were them and I've been cramping like ss notes into my head and suddenly the school decides to let me watch a hip hop performance, i'd be so hyped even IF the group is not very good. God I don't even look forward to performing at Deyi again. Sigh I actually miss performing in my secondary school :( I remember how so many people cheered for us even though we're not good. But you know.... Like for moral support or something.

There was this group of kids that performed, they were taught by Ewan; my primary school hip hop teacher. GOSH THEY WERE SO AWESOME THEY KILLED IT SO WELL. (I swear I was intimidated by their energy and power when they performed) Sigh I really wanna be good :( Ok so after the performance, we were all called up to the stage for idk what reason. At first I thought we were doing a last bow or something. But turns out.... We were up there to learn Bollywood dance. HAHAHAHA SO FUNNY It was actually quite fun and entertaining even though we looked like fools on stage. The choreographer herself looked like a fool because she choreographed on the spot and she didn't remember her own steps, making us even more confused. LOL WELL~~~~ At least I learnt afew basic Bollywood steps. So fun~

After that we had this small chat with Miss Melissa. It was like a continuation from the morning feedback thing. Talktalktalktalktalk......... Then me and Andrea went to have dinner with Shawn and Ariffin. I didn't understand why we had to walk in pairs. Why can't we just talk as a group. It was either me and Shawn or me and Ariffin. It was okay when I was with Shawn because I could talk to him and he's entertaining too. It was so frustrating throughout the night when she left me and Ariffin in the front while she's busy talking to Shawn. She knows very well that I can't click well with people who don't talk because I MYSELF don't bloody talk. Well if you wanna like bond with a particular person then it's only right that you only ask that person out and not go out as fours but leave out the people you don't wanna talk to. I was so happy to go home duh.

Tomorrow's mother's day yet I'm not doing anything for my mother. Bleh I'm just gonna hug her as tightly as I can tomorrow. Haha. Goodnight